~ GeNiE iN tHe BoTtLe ~

2009-09-02T20:16:00.003+08:00

HEY EVERYBODY! ^0^ JEANNE HAS LEFT BLOGGER (which is here)

and LEFT FOR TUMBLR!!!!!
(WHICH IS HERE!!! www.geniesprite.tumblr.com ) ^0^

DO RELINK ME AND CONT MY JOURNEY OVER THERE!

perhaps one day i will get back to you blogger ^.^ but not till the day when u are fully "recovered" keke get well soon! bye bye!!!! ^o^/

2009-08-26T21:40:00.003+08:00

IS OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!! YESSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!! OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!! ^0^!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FINALLLYYYYY

cun imagine it s finally over.... cun help smiling seriously!!!!!! HAHAHA hmm in case u are reading this and question marks appears thinking wats tis stupid gal happying bout... she jus ENDED HER PIANO EXAMMMMMMM!!!!! tt had been depressing her for SOOOO long.....

no more thinking bout piano the moment i wake up

no more dreaming bout beethoven

no more prac piano rite after piano

no more crying in piano lesson

no more piano lesson!!!

i m going to miss ms chew =.= hard time for her really... hav to tahan me crying in class and depressing.... thank you ms chew.. thank you very much for all the patience and care. there's high possibility tt i will fail tis time.... but is totally not ur fault =)

process of my piano exam... i shall not dexcribe... but one thing i wanna say is tis is the friendliest examiner i ever hav!!! after the santa-claus-like-examiner frm my first piano exam. but i think i let her down =.=

and when there's gd news there's bad news too.... tis time the bad news' quality is equally bad as the gd news.... JEANNE LOST HER WALLLETTTTTTTT!!!!! >o< WHOLE WALLET!!!! tts on mon nite... william's lesson... most likely:

i went to toilet put on toilet roll AGAIN and

cuz jeanne scare so she faster fin her business and

go out forgeting her wallet...

thinking about piano aural theory tt she jus memorised..

not noticing the absence of her wallet till....

after class thn found tt her wallet is gone thn totally shock and lost....

jeanne is very much blessed with great frenz and family and she is very gladful for tt.. her classmates search everywhere for her! even in the rubbish bin!! >.< *touch* and went with her to report lost... daddy bring her to police station to report lost and lecture her abit but seriously jeanne shld have learnt frm her lesson alrrrr.... mummy and sis consoling and jeanne have to

go ICA do a new ic

go student affair make new student pass

go transitlink make new ez link

go bank make new atm card

go traffic police make new driving license

jeanne ask " daddy, do i ned to take tp again for new license? @_@ "

*knock head*

haix..... so much trouble.......

p.s. thank you all lovelies who wishes me gd luck for piano exam and consoling me for my lost wallet, deep frm my heart. ^-^

2009-08-23T22:31:00.000+08:00

@_@

2 more days....

2 days later tis timing... i will be smiling lik a stupid fool kekekekeke

but now i still.... actually... my piano prac have been improving tis few days ready... i jus hope i wun hav some stupid mistakes on tue seriously >_<

Jeanne's traumatic period will be:

tue 25th aug
Orchard paragon 5th floor
kawaii music sch
3.45pm

the most half hour after tt timing jeanne will be so happy tt she can hug the ang-moh-stranger-examiner!!!

p.s. jia you tong lei! for ur exam!!!! we can do it!!! soon very soon it will be over!!!! =D

p.s.

i m longing for the time whn........
my hands become the piano.........
my fingers become the piano keys
my soul becomes the piano stings

my eyes become the notes............
my brain become the composer...
my heart become the melody.......

2009-08-19T00:37:00.002+08:00

omg..... today is tue ready!!!!! next TUE IS THEEEE DAYYYY!!!!!! >o<

is sooo fast omg.... last tue i stil think "o next tue have to tel chin kang and ms tan i will not be in class next wk" thn *blink* TODAY IS TT TUE READY!!!!

and next tue is thattttt tue =.=

hmm.. piano progress is quite not bad i can say.... but stilll.... have tt may-fail-feeling...

so i will hav to maintain my improvement haha if u noe wat i mean

homework is STRESS and LOADS... and i seriously cannot conc till next tue omgdness.....

nvm jeanne wiil strive thru!!!!!! gambatte!!! p>.<

2009-08-16T00:25:00.002+08:00

so fast.... tmr is mock exam ready =.= (mini concert as we say)

we have to play the 3 exam pieces and paly watever scales told.. and all parents will be there +__+

and if u are sitting beside me listening me prac piano for tmr... u can literally faint... =___=ll u will be thinking... " how the hell can tis gal play for concert tmr with THIS (standard)???"
many breakdowns as usual...
many wrong notes....
many wrong countings
many weird speed....
how to concert lik tt............. =.=

anw m prepared to have a fool of myself tmr ready so... doesn't matter how throw face it will turn out to be... jus hope mum they all wun fel ps.... >_<

q.o.t.d. with confindence you have won before u started..
( ya-ar rite... lets hope i have confidence tmr.... thank you)

2009-08-15T00:39:00.003+08:00

keke think blogger become alright after 12am...

think sth wrong with my brain world or sth.... (no not menta prob lol hahax) or perhaps i have dilema or maybe lik wat kenneth had show us last wek tis movie called "momentum" or sth whn tis guy totally forget wat happened less than a min ago... e.g he is runnin, hiding from sbd but after a few sec he forget why is he running and and and thn tot he is chasing that sbd =__=

recently whn i wake up i seems to have jus reborned or sth i cun really rmb immediately wat happen yest or wat day is it today hahahax sianed...may i not wake up?

too much dreamland in my brain....

sometimes they are so much friendlier than the reality world....

hax... anw...guess i wil onli have the motivation to do homework after 25th aug seh...

i cannot imagine how i will fel after coming out frm that piano studio of pargon on tt day... seriously..... maybe jeanne will be too happy until she has a heart attack and end up in hospital lolx

2009-08-13T23:11:00.000+08:00

hahahah ok finally can lik put colours but stil weird lolx

feling rite now:

relief abit (cuz hist ppt ended)
tired (cuz whole day... frm hm to nie frm nie to nafa frm nafa to home)
sigh (cuz piano mock exam getting nearer and nearer... lik ah 2 days?)
sigh again ( cuz piano EXAM is nearing lik hell too... is lik... 12 more days? @_@)

69.20 bucks on a book called "creative and mental growth" i shall hope i m interested in it hahahax sounds interesting tho....

list check... wat not done:

email ms kehk class contact list
photocoy chin's notes for the class
william's wepage 3 pages @_@
kay's wk 4 notes
ms tan edited edited typo poster
chin's 5 hands and 5 arms on 2 a3 paper
prac piano
prac piano
prac piano

feeds for the day:

PASSION
whn u care about wat u do, enthusiasm carries you through.. whn u are passionate no one has to motvate you.
Wherever you are, you aren't stuck- you are a human being, not a tree!!

well ok keke recently these words "passion", "faith" has been lik chasing after me to prevent me from not giving up the piano exam... hmm... i m not a tree i wun stuck in this cannot-play-piano-well-situation... so fight on jeanne... very soon..... it will all b over =)

2009-08-11T23:27:00.000+08:00

nie starts THIS THUR

needa bring 60 BUCKS for nie TEXTBOOK

nie ends at 230pm thn whole class hav to GO BACK NAFA for KAY'S MKUP LESSON

kay's mkup lesson needa do PRESENTATION about sth which i din drop down note properly again.....

SUNDAY PIANO MOCK EXAM....

i have to fall in luv with piano back lik how i had b4... i can onli break up with piano after 25th aug.. for the time being i ned her she ned me and no matter how much dispute we have i have to luv her lik how much i did before so that she can feel my luv and be good. my fingers have to seriously fall in luv with the piano keys... dating with the piano keys is hardship for my fingers i noe but i no they will beable to patch back and stay peace till 25th aug...jia you piano! jia you my hand! my finger!! me!!! everyone!

2009-08-06T01:12:00.002+08:00

sadly blogger stil cannot add colours =.= perhaps blogger oso wanna me to stay more monotone now since recently i am... life with macam no colours except maybe... blue(tears) so here i m in live journal... a very long post i noe... but a very needable post...

deviantart-~XxHayleyXx3-Black...white

my scriptwriter may have forgotten me or left his/her colour pens somewhere and thus not able to add colour into my life and therefore dunno how to give me a better script (ok i dunno how come can put colour ready LOL) anw... cun write me a better script by let say sth lik..

"jeanne prac her piano with so much effort and happily go for her piano lesoon. with ms chew's amaze jeanne can play so well already! she is very sure she can pass her piano exam and jeanne hence become more confident and cun wait for the piano exam which is in 2 weeks time, to show the stranger-ang-moh-examiner that she is ready to recieve a pass with flying colours certificate"

and not like....

"jeanne prac her piano with so much effort, trying her very best to finish learning the last piece and polishing the other 2 pieces and mastering her scales.. she went fot piano lesson with much worry that she cannot play well in lesson. she played the last piece first and ms chew once again disappointed with jeanne. jeanne cannot play well anymore not lik how she play at home. there are mistakes and wrong notes.... after so MUCH practising and fine tuning.... and spent her whole wek ends and every nights infront of the piano.... she cried as she plays and ms chew notice it but can't say anything. the tears blurred jeanne eyes and she cun see the notes clearly anymore... she fel lik yelling but she controlled.... failure is a sure tis time.... but she mus at least finish the 3 pieces as a whole or else... she cun even fail her piano exam...."

haix..... can u write me a better script? sth lik the first one? am i.. asking too much?

as believing in the scriptwriter of life i always believe this thing called the "sign"

not the sign, signified and signifier kinda sign anw so dun scratch your head and think too much wat i meant is whereby sign here means something/sbd tt appears out of the blue in your life but tt thing is so very important....

jus as i m thinking how come tis time i m living so miserably with this piano exam thingy hanging there...
hmm...
where on earth is my scriptwriteR??? >_<

scriptwriter had always been putting signs into my life so as to make my life so called easier..... everytime a big thing happen.... scriptwriter will put in some signs to tell me how to cont my story back to a smooth one.. and live a life with challenge yet not a big bang kinda obstacle.

tis time my signs are big aunt, and paulo coelho's book

big aunt came to visit grandma on sat
and jus nice i m playing piano.
she ask if my piano exam coming
i say yes s
he cont telling me bout my 2 cousins who had given up piano long ago and stopped at grade 8...
BUt i dont noe tt they actaully
took the piano exam TWO times!
and they failed TWO TIMES...
seriously...
jus as i m thinking i m sure to fail my piano exam tis time.... sbd suddenly tell me her children both failed greade 8 and TWO times somemore... tt suddenly boost me abit...

thn today as walking in heartland mall wanting to get a socks for my hp...
pass by tis bookshop which i all along tot is a 2nd hand shop but is a rental cum seeling bookstore...
seldom do i go in but today i went in cuz sbd is inside so i dun fel tt awkward haha
so... went in first thing in mind wonder if they have paulo coelho's book and
walk walk walk.. thinking my god...
so many books.... how do i noe where the hell is paulo coelho s book??
thn i calm myself down abit...
stop my pace infront of the corner....
hoping hoping to see book jump onto me and
OMG paulo's books!! so many!!!
at one little corner.... my gdness!!!! they heard my calling?? hahaha
so ya i bought afew book home some prob tho but anw...
first book i read abit is Manual of the warrior of light.... one page in it encouraged me in playing piano and prac hard.....

" the warrior plunges unhestitatingly into the river of passions always flwing through his life," "he can distinguish between transient and the ENDURING"

ya..wat i have been doing all this while is ENDURE... endure the negative of me tt wanna give up piano exam and endure the hardship of practising piano and enduring all the discouragement my heart or my brain or my eyes or my fingers had given me.... but one qn... why m i here GOING to have my grade 8 exam soon? because i m the warrior of light ( we all are) my initial passion for piano!! where is it?? transient is a temporary kinda thing and since i had come so long way to grade 8 means i have been enduring. now i m jus nearing the end... cun i endure more longer?

perhaps lik wat paulo said...

"the angel in charge of recieving yours words and who is also responsible for the joy of faith, has wandered off somewhere. however he will soon be back and will only know where to find you if he or she hears a prayer (in my case hear me prac piano) or a request from you lips"

i have to kep practising and "say my prayers out of duty or fear, but kep praying. keep on even if all seems in vain" in my case i m a free thinker. prayers here simply means praying to my director of life.

deviantart-~ZestyO- Pray to the above

"director of my life, pls give me the courage to overcome the fear of piano exam and provide me the strength to play the piano well with confident. i do not ask for a pass for this exam but at least make me not disappoint ms chew for every lessons. and hope you can encourage me not to cry anymore as crying doesnt make me a better person.. thank you.

2009-07-31T23:45:00.001+08:00

alrite i still cannot blog properly...i duno wat happened to blogger... and i had written a really long post tt i die die mus put colours and photos one.... so i shalll leave tt entry as draft till blogger is fine... rite now.... i will jus type it this way... it hurts ur eyes i noe but bear with it..

is 1145pm ready and
i m alr so tired...
haven fin my hw yet
and i stil haven finish learning my 3rd piano piece
and piano exam is in 4 more lessons time
and i stil hav the verge of giving up tis exam
and i stil have the urge to not giv up whn i played my first piece (cuz it is so called well played...)
thinking after doing so much things
so much effort
so much time
so much money
i stilll wanna give up?

humans always give up whn things get difficult and always find excuses for it jus lik wat i had been doing inconsistently jus for this piano exam thingy....

u noe.. i can simply make a call to ms chew and say i wanna give this piano exam a miss and i will stop piano till maybe whn i start teaching.... AND all my prob will be sloved!
i no ned to face emoly infront of my piano..
i no ned to kep thinking how useless i m not able to finish learning..
i no ned to force myself playing songs i m alr really very sick of
i no ned to kep sighing jus jus jus for for for piano.....

but rite after this tot the guilt of excusing will engulf me (even tho i din even make this call.. i will nv anw...) but the thought of this call can alr make me fel so guilty, not to say how much i will regret and guilt if i really really call off this piano exam...

so wat i can do now

no matter how ugly i will or may perform on exam day infront of the stranger-ang-moh-piano-examiner...
i still hav to go... and will go and face the stranger-ang-moh-piano-examiner
EVEN to act as a clown for jus tt day infront of tt stranger-ang-moh-piano-examiner...
and achieve a legend result of "fail" in the end...by the stranger-ang-moh-piano-examiner...
but at least i noe....

26th aug.... i will beable to smile exactly a big smile jus lik... a clown... nitex.

2009-07-23T17:57:00.002+08:00

=.= ok so long nv blog.... can see how unfrequent i can blog whn sch starts!!!!

and i duno wat happened to my blogger -__- i cun really type normally!!! AHH!!

anw hahahah sch is... eh... fine?? tired? next wk will be worse?

hahax ok more to talk whn my blogger is better and whn i hav the time!!!! hahahax chao!!!

2009-07-19T23:20:00.002+08:00

a short post to end tis holi in
3..
2.....
1.........

yoooo...hoooo.....=.= sch REOPENED!

haha seriously tis time is the 1st time i dun lik the reopening of sch =.= or else usually i m the most excited one for the sch to reopen hahax strange..

anw =) today concert is so-so =.= not well tho but average hahax

tmr piano 10am thn
sch starts at 3pm
and end at 9pm @__@

lik wat shana always say.... it.. begins......

alright i shall start this reopening with some smiles tho =) jia you tis sem!!!!

tis
last...
year...
in...
nafa....

2009-07-18T23:59:00.000+08:00

Deviantart-Steampunk Antique WINGS brooch-NobleStudiosLtd

times flies they dun walk so here i m... writing reflections of tis holi tt is going to end in.. exacatly one more day... wu... =.=

wat i did... i really dunno leh!!! omg... ok maybe some q and a hahax
(warning: long post as u scrol down..)

the place i go most often:
hospital market home

the best achievement:
i pass my tp and get my licence!
learn to cook more
finish learning 2nd piano exam piece and tmr is concert for tt!! =_=lll

the thing i do most:
prac piano
helping grandma up

the thing i struggle most:
hist notes piano

the thing i lik most:
afew days which i can wake up at 12pm willingly

another achievement:
repainted simei pap kids reading corner de wall mural keke

the role i hav been doing tis holi:
a gal under depession, who is recovered
a bookworm, thanks to hist notes abit oso
a nurse of grandma, in hosp or at hm haha
a cooker, the house daughter of the house
a driver, lolx fetch my dad onli keke
a slacker, whn i hav whole day at home and actually planned so many things i wanna do but at the end.... =.=

things i failed to do:
alot.... din paint any additional painting..
din even take another look of my paintings tt i did for assesment
din finish learning alll 3 pieces of piano exam pieces..
yet to put all my artworks in deviantart.. o ya deviantart..

website i go most often:
deviantart (my name there is geniesprite)
facebook ( meh heh... restaurant city and farm town)
blogger (see how often i blog tis holi!)

the things tt i stil wanna do:
alot leh... =.= haix....

today wake up not very late but weridly
hmmm duno how to explain
thinking... last 2nd day i can wake up lik tt....
breakfast thn
market the place i go almost everyday tis holi
the butcher uncle and aunt as usual
today they look older
i duno y
smile to me as usual
4 bucks pork bone as usual
chat abit as usual
thn i tel they i going to start sch ready
they giv a weird lok abit
thn smile again
haix.. y i fel so sad
thn to the zhui kueh aunty
to buy 1 buck zhui kueh as usual
today diffn
she has two more ppl with her
not her alone
she s supervising thm
y? is she.. going to
reitre?
fel sadder i duno y..
on the way back
i fel lost
is the same path back hm but
everything seems so...
old suddenly....
wats tt feeling...
i dun really noe...

anw.... ya holi is going to end and tmr is my piano concert... =.= such a gd way to end tis long-but-fel-short-holi... thn.... hell day will start again... starting with the so-very-thick-hist-notes tt i hav been struggling tis wek...
the whole wk at home actually makes me fel so....
reluctant to leave home....

most reluctant things:
-wun get to acc grandma so much and hav a gd chat with her during lunch and during cooking... -wun get to play with xiao bai so much or anymore...
-wun get to sit here every nite or noon to check out my fb or bloging
-wun get to slp and slack on my bed till noon then wake up...

hope:
-grandma will b fine without me not being at home the whole day
-xiao bai wun make noise so loud calling for "jingge"
-market aunties uncles dun forget me till duno whn will i go find them again
-i can finish all 3 pieces real soon.... by default shld finish learning on tis holi =.=
-sch wun start so vigourously =.= gggggg if u get wat it means
-i will b a gd class rep... i really dunno... nv been b4... for very long lolx -i wun be homesick LOL!

gdness... hahahah y i blog tis entry til as if i going somewhere so very far away for a long period of time likk tt sia hahahaha pardon me keke lol emo-genie is lik tt AHAHA alright... shall go to slp and get ready for tmr's piano concert =) shall see how i end tmr's last day holi entry. nitex ppl! b4 i get emo keke

2009-07-17T23:26:00.000+08:00

haha at least today drive frm woodland back home hahahah sth more "un-slack-ful" lolx

ok tts al i wanna say lol tired ah... keke wat i did in the morn and noon is the same as pass 2 days keke so not much to say...ok bb! nitex!

2009-07-16T02:00:00.004+08:00

tmr shall be the 3rd day i stay at home whole day =.= actually luv it haha.
jus tt....dunno? hahaha

so whole day...
wake up late
brkfast
market-ing (means go market)

bath xiao bai
read hist notes
piano
hist notes

piano...
both making me fel so...
urgh.....
i cun do both well =.=lll
thn be house-daughter (if u get wat tt means lolx)
thn hist notes

cook dinner

serve dinner
piano
msn
hist notes
fb
here..

for 2 days lik tt =.= my god.... wat m i doing......

ok here goes

q.o.t.d. be glad of life, because it gives you the chnce to love and to work and to play and to look up at the stars. ( to me best thing life give me is go to slp ^.^ nitex!)

p.s. congrats yan yan pass tp le!! ^o^ next is faezah!!! wohoo!
p.s. tong lei proj progress progess!!

2009-07-11T23:07:00.011+08:00

tada!!!!!! ^o^

muahahaha for ppl who duno wat i m holding on top.... it is... my.. DRIVING LICENSE!!! ^o^ ahaha wokay ya i spelled wrongly lol nvm.. for ppl taking tp soon mus JIA YOU!!! ^o^ u can do it one! keke

so yest FINALLY saw all classmates ^o^ (most) hahaha and tan of cuz keke thn celeb sha's bdae! and... i m announced... the class rep =.= wu.... tak suka tak suka... dun lik.... yr 3 nye... i shall see wat i shall do... anw i will =) b a responsible class rep ( ok tt sounds so distant lolx) and do my best for the class (sound lik an oath =.=) lolx below photos how artistic we ate he cakes hahax

haha if u are sharp enuff to see wat we use to eat the cake (not cervix but.....you shall see clearly thn hahah)

shahidah! with our prezie for her! ^o^

haha ok then me sha anis pegi orchard rd!! ^o^ haha to think tt we can chat and stone on the bench for 1++ hour after buying stuffs frm art fren lolx... is cool tho hahhaa shall wait till thur!!! SC CENTRE! lolx hope da vinci dun disappoint us lolx ^.^

thn piano... finally no more tears yest tho i stil did stop hlf way here there... i duno how to safe it... =.= tis sun 19th july... concert... wu..... thn very fast 25th aug will arrive =.=lll i will jia you!

so now jus finish lunch keke porriage and meat
jus now m in the decision of instant noodle
..or porridge..
instant noodle...
or porridge....
so at the end chosen porridge..

sch will reopen soon in 6 days...
by thn
i wun hav many chance to eat lunch at home...
not even dinner maybe...
so why not hav home made porridge for lunch than instant noodles
that i MAY be consuming many times whn sch starts =)

p.s. hav a bad flu now.. =.= pls stop. (wondering why do i always fall sick whn i have the whole day at home... =__=)

2009-07-11T00:13:00.005+08:00

25th AUG GRADE 8 PIANO EXAM

shock
surprise
speechless
hopeless
=__=

today cried again during piano lesson... the feeling of nbd-understand-how-much-effort-you-put-in is very.. verryyyy irritating and

sad

open door say hello to ms chew
she hi back
me went into piano rm
sit dwn infront of the grand piano
breathe in
thn start prac those risky-parts
tt i may play wrong again...
ms chew came in and sit down
announce to me the 25th aug exam date
i nod and sigh abit
thn cont prac
ms chew gave a sudeen shockness "DIE!"
wat happen ms chew?
tis time really die.. one students name is not in the exam list
in my heart i hope is me but all i say is...
omg how come?
she is stil with the shocking face
me still hoping is me....
she looks helpless...
me still hoping is me...
thn thoughts of me no ned to go for piano exams came running back again...

haix.... with so much confidence... i went for today lesson and all i have is....

upset
disappoint
tears
restless
blank

wat can possibly change tis "at-home-play-is-ok" but "play-during-lesson-is-not-ok" fate?

i prac day and nite and nite and day and day till nite and even in my dreams... sbd tell me how?

deviantart-_pg_images- danbo piano

maybe i can onli face "reality".. lik wat paulo coelho mentioned in his Like The Flowing River:

after much practising, we no longer think about the necessary movements (for me the hands movement to play the pieces): they become part of our own existence. (i agree with this anw...cuz my hand can play well without my brain.. ) bur for this to happen, you must prac and repeat. (tts wat i have been doing... so far it helps in a way or two....) and if that isn't enough, you mus repeat and prac. (.... =_=....)

ok...

p.s. anw credit and thank you mel for introducing Like the flowing river to tong lei and thank you tong lei for putting up in her blog and thereafer me serching everywhere for tis worth a whole life book. (more bout tis book in some other entry in the future)

2009-07-09T22:49:00.003+08:00

tired hands....

totally knee down to piano >.<

today after break fast prac piano...
today after lunch prac piano...
today after teabreak prac piano...
today after dinner prac piano...

=__= tmr piano lesson.. i hope.... i can do well.... i alr did my best.... m on a better track now at least.... and i noe how to prac well.... (by not letting the environment AND my thinkings affect me =.=) my brain still cannot "kep quiet" whn i play piano sometimes and tts the most loathesome thing.....

so today din go out.... actually i packed my bag, dressed well and step out of my house ready sia... thn as i walk....

i lok at the sky... going to rain...(nvm...)
ah... forget to bring umbrella...(nvm....)
cont walking eh... watch.... (ah... hack care...) cont walk walk walk
*bus 80 jus "fly" pass* ARGH.... ok forget it... i shall return back home =_=

haha so at the end i left home not more than 3 min.... thn i m back home again grandma tot i forget to bring my hp again keke so..... tts y i cont prac pinao =.=

alrite.. seriouslly tried... hands..... all the best tmr piano me!!!

2009-07-07T14:46:00.007+08:00

wohoo!!! back!!! keke quite tired recently =.= keke i can actually slp frm 11+am till 4pm after bringing grandma back frm polyclinic today. today brought grandma to polyclinic to see the 3 monthly doc and yest brought grandma to nuh for check up! very tired! keke but wat's worth all these "hardships" are:

- doc says grandma is fine so far
- aunt aren't angry with me/us (she normally does cuz of wat we did)
- getting to noe aunt more ( and found out sth tt i shall elaborate later)
- the quality time with grandma *winks*
- knowing nuh more ( i duno if tis counted worth it anw ) as we are lik mazing ard frm nuh to kent ridge wing... gd thing i hav some sense of direction haha some...
- done some drawings? hmm....

- watch ppl walking about... ppl with smile ppl with mask ppl with stickers ppl lying on stretcher ppl sitting on wheelchair (grandma's one of them) ppl with white cloak ( tts the doc) ppl with flowery shirt (tts the nurse) ppl with a relief face ( tts ppl waiting at the taxi stand to go home) and ppl with gloomy face ( tts pply who alights frm the taxi going to b consulted and may be hospitalise)...

grandma with masks keke while waiting for consultation.... waited frm 9++am to 1++pm anw.. =.=zzz

haha thn of cuz me with mask keke... so 12++pm aunt came and thn i tell her bout EVERYTHING since the day she discharge cuz i m grandma's 24/7 nurse mah so i m the only one tt noes every thing -.-

so... a sigh of relief at least... and wat i had found out is... i think... ya i think.... jeanne is in a short term depression recently lolx.... as chatting with aunt on car, she's talking bout bringing her fren to c doc.. s a best fren of her tho so in the future will b me bringing tong lei to see doc hahax (choi..) ok so.... she s saying she is actually a very capable person but recently she is under depression totally breakdown ready. she s a perfectionist (sth lik me lol) so she duno tt actually she had acumalate little stress and depressions which thereafter pile up and tada... depression... she keps thinking negatively and kep thinking there's sth wrong with a body oso...

so i lookout for depression and here it goes:

People who are depressed may:

Think and speak more slowly than normal.
Have trouble concentrating, remembering, and making decisions.
Have changes in their eating and sleeping habits.
Lose interest in things they enjoyed before they were depressed.
Have feelings of guilt and hopelessness, wondering if life is worth living.
Think a lot about death or suicide.
Complain about problems that don't have a physical cause, such as headache and stomachache.

of cuz i din tot of death or suicide =__=ll jeanne wun b so foolish as to tot of those keke but others sounds too familar... so... ANW jeanne is fine now =) how she become fine?

actually is whn she can anyhow ans qn for aural lesson YET stil can strike the correct ans.. and oso..... thinking tt she had spent so much time and money and strength on piano... why not.... jus live with it... thinking back m really quite foolish to think of these things.... so.... i willl hang on and fight on and move on keke thank you all frenz whom have been encouraging me esp tong lei and yan yan! ok chao~~!!! tired....

p.s. bringing grandma for checkups here there aren't easy and smooth but noeing grandma is getting better is the best reward.

p.s. thn... wheeling grandma ard nuh to kent ridge wing (which i duno where initially =.=) aren't easy all by myself of cuz but ty to uncles and nurses who smile to me and help my hold the lift and telling me directions hahax thn of cuz ty to aunt sally who despite very busy stil come and acc us for the checkup halfway thru and bringing us back (hopefully sooner or later i can drive grandma for checkups =) ) alrighty! nitex!!

2009-07-05T23:45:00.006+08:00

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hmmm hi ppl! hmmm think scriptwriter is trying to tel me this....

do not give up cuz one day u will reach your goal..

am acting like a human tts giving up on life recently and now reflecting back... jeanne so foolish =.= ...is jus a little set back.... and i make it as if there's totally no more hope....

i shall really cancel tis sentence away in my mind : jeanne not gifted in piano she can never finish learning the last 2 piano pieces for exam.

THO i AM not gifted in piano.. tt one i noe very well... but since i m here at tis stage... which is
struggling in practicing and perfecting the pieces and
had alr paid so much for piano fee (really alot).... and
spent many of my lovely sunday morn in aural class.........
WHY am i stil thinking of giving up? a screw looose?

on my way home today frm aural class... past by mavis ( a tuition centre near my house for ur info), looking at teenagers of my age walking down frm there, i fel tt aren't they similar to me? they are OSO struggling with exams paper tat they are going to sit for soon? and which are papers that they may pass with flying colour or may fail with dull colours... but stil no matter how they have to sit for those papers. jus lik me... stuggling with these pieces and stil i had paid the exam fee and by default i hav to sit for the piano exam in one of the sep day... lik them... i ned "tuition" which = many practises. YES i did prac alot but my mental thoughts m obstructing my way thru.... these teenagers... they attend tuitions in mavis with the hope of getting a gd results and thinking they will be better attending than not attending so i shall have the same thinking as them : believe that i will do better everytime i prac and one day b4 exam day... i will beable to perfor these pieces nice and gd..

2009-07-04T23:37:00.001+08:00

my hands are really tired.... really tired.....

soon i will get ppl to chose the 1 or 2 qn again......

by thn i will start thinking tt i m very stupid... =.=

grief is the word...

2009-07-02T21:48:00.002+08:00

AHHH!!! i cun upload photos here!! why!!! kekeke
ok hmm... not a total happy day... cuz morn piano... stil.... haix...
FINISH THE MURAL LE!!! ^o^ HAHAHA!!!! i wana upload photos lah =.=

p.s. will stil hang on.... 19th july concert... u tel me how =.=
p.s. tong lei mus get well!!!! i gotten well le u sure can too!!!

2009-06-30T23:34:00.001+08:00

(deleted a post.. hope no one read it..)

all i hav to do is to be strong now... jeanne can do it...

force urself to laugh thn u can noe how sad u are..... but cont to smile
-jeanne ng jingge

2009-06-29T23:11:00.000+08:00

Life is an unbroken succession of false situations.
-Thornton Wilder

2009-06-29T10:15:00.005+08:00

haix... now i m puzzled whether i really m not cut off to play piano... or.... jus these two songs really dun suits me... but either way... i still.... wun get ready till sep one... surely wun.... so i will flunk my grade 8 piano even if i go or if i dun go for the exam....

options...
1- stop piano ful stop
2- cont play lik dummies till sep and shock the examiner @_@
3- work harder day by day morn till nite HOPING my hands will listen to me eventually

anw.... stomach had been killing me lik hellllll since yest.... mus be cuz of the sickness a day b4... a slight fever tat makes me weak the whole day... which scare my family haha thinking if it is h1n1 cuz i hav soar throat and cough oso... if it really is.... so many ppl hav to b quarantine bcuz of me... lolx.

thn din go for piano today...cuz stil achcing... maybe plus my mental ache oso... thn suppose to do the wall repainting for a pap's outside, a lobang frm big uncle, but postponed... so now i m all well dressed to b splashed with paints but at the end is.. jus stay home the whole day.... thinking 1 2 or 3 which options to chose... hope i can get an ans soon..

anw DRIVED yest! hahax fetched my dad to my aunt's house at bedok and fetch him back to his factory keke. fun! 70km/h is cool. dun worry i drive at tt speed onli on the expressway keke else cars behind will honk u lik crazy. auto car is so nice =.= hahax.

thn some prob face:
-vertical parking is very easy NOT without the poles...
-u turn with an auto car is scary sometime.
-vertical parking
-vertical parking
hahax ya... parking with tow cars beside u is scary keke. haven try parallel yet lolx...

ok... a call frm uncle again keke later we go see the actual site and buy the paints first, tmr thn paint. hmm... so.... tata!

2009-06-24T23:08:00.003+08:00

PASS MY DRIVING!!!! ^0^ wee!!!!

haha 8 points and a passed written on the paper and a slight smile frm the tester ^0^ hahaha stil duno i pass whn he pass me the paper i tot he gonna tel me wat i did wrong lik the previous tester haha but no! he tel me go down hahaha YAY!!!!

so tis stupid gal smile to herself as she walk out of the rm and ppl ard her thinking she crazy and a funny private instructor approached her and say " haha gong xi ni gong xi ni" means congrats u hahaha! funny! mus b my tt kinda "i passed my tp!" smile let him one look noe i pass my tp lolx

wanna thanks all the instructors tt i mentioned in my 5th june's post ^o^ again without their teaching, i oso wun pass today ^0^ and thanks to warm up instructors for "calming" me down b4 tests thn special thanks to sk instructor mr tan! without him today oso sure wun do as gd haha and BIG BIG thanks to HS! without him giving his two lessons to me i wun kena mr tan and now oso dead haha cuz cdc stil din call me yet till today lol either they noe i hav lesson ready or they really have no lessons to giv me haha thn i will go to test lik how i go for test tt day... but stil wanna thanks cdc officers to help me get a retest date so fast ^.^

comparing today and tt day i really drive better keke ^.^ best among my lessons too keke actually i think.. if failed the first test oso not bad haha u noe wat the testers loking for.. and experience how test is lik ^.^

so tho i cried for piano tis morn keke at least the temporary licence with "ng jingge jeanne" writen on it can always bring back a smile to me ^.^

last but not least

thank you all frenz and family members whom wishes me!!! and whom CONGRATS me after tt!! ^0^ i really appreciate wat u al had emotionally supported me! i will b a safe driver and a gd one too! THANK YOU EVERYONE!

2009-06-23T23:18:00.005+08:00

finally no more shouting for jingge no more ringing of phones... no more on the verge of crying... no more pissful day.... =_=

today... terrible morn...

diffn ppl diffn life... nbd can understand my life lik how i can unds nbd's life too.. conflicts in the phone and everything aim shooting at u... dun unds de ppl kep saying pissful things.... yet u mus control or else u will hurt tt person... so much decisions and options... worse " multiple choice" ever u stil duno how to get the "correct ans"... tts wat i neda go thru.... if u say u can unds no u wun de.... nbd can.. ( wat i jus said are the surface of wat i face today i shall not write in detail lease i kep thinking bout it in my dream)

so.. piano in the morn tmr and the BIG thing in the afternoon... if u recieve a msg frm me see the frist initial u can noe if i m crying or not =.=

deviantart-maliciousmischief- one is the loneliest n.o.

hanging on.. hanging on.. hopes the black cloud move away to shows the sun soon.....

2009-06-20T22:50:00.002+08:00

think i better change my eng.... my previous post the " not talented to play piano.... i m... so?" tt sentence means i m not talented to play piano haha incase i get it wrong keke.

ya... not gifted to play piano but since i m here alr... and in 3 mths time i m going for abrsm grade 8 piano exam...... i hav to hang on....

many ppl hav been asking me to consider doing some stuffs they asked.... next post i shall lists out all b4 i forgoten =.=

2009-06-18T14:07:00.010+08:00

not talented to play piano... i m....so?

so i will stil fight on and do my best =.=

think today i finally noe how to prac my piano well... recently really on the verge of giving up cuz my hands totally dun follows whr my eyes go and i tot my eyesight degree increase ( so i went to the optical to check and they say no my degrees totally same) thn my brain dun follows where i see oso... wondering everywhere...

conclusion : not focus..

deviantart-morozov-notes on the piano

actually quite hard to focus on wat i wanna do recently due to grandma and stuffs. but no i m not blaming grandma for continuosly calling my name cuz she neds my help.. i rather kep hearing her calling my name than she cun anymore @_@ jus tt whenever she call i will forget wat i wanna do or whenever she call is whn i m on the verge to perfecting my music. thn whn i m peacefully playing my piano dy i m thinking of many other things... tts my bad habit.... my brain cun stop thinking. my brain cun even stop thinking whn i m slping.. see?

jus now... i m on the verge of pissing off.... i went to play piano... (din close door tho, leas grandma call for me and i cun hear) and with the littel anger in me i played tt ergh.... song.. think i m able to focus more and bring my espression to the song...

conclusion: if i cun focus, jus kep thinking watever my brain is thinking and FIGHT it till it slowly disappear.

think tts wat we call the breaking thru? watever u are doing... u fel lik giving up WHN u cun do it well... but if u fight it well... on the verge of BREAKING (u noe wat feling i mean?) tts when u FINALLY learnt sth.

p.s.recently dating with loneliness... nbd's fault.. i will break up with loneliness soon dun worry.

2009-06-15T22:30:00.006+08:00

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haix...to me i think... tis world is softly divided into two kinda ppl... the problem makers and the problem solvers... =_=

problem makers are lucky ppl who borned to have no worries aka problem at al. they hav no prob yet they unconsciously crave for one or more and thereafter unsolven.. cuz they onli noe how to create and not solve..at the end, solved by problem solvers.

problem solvers are unlucky ppl who are borned to endless of worries. they do not want any prob of cuz but where they located and situations they face, forced them to have them. they solve one prob after another esp those that problem makers made.

problem makers wun noe they are one... but problem solvers do....

2009-06-15T00:38:00.004+08:00

hmm.... jeanne doesn't know wat she wants....

2009-06-12T22:23:00.003+08:00

GRANDMA IS BACK!!! ^0^ hahahhaha! HOME SWEET HOME GRANDMA!!!

we left the ward tt time, the lady beside her stil yet to discharge... fel sorry for her... we are lik... waving to her bb... and she wave back.. seein grandma changed back to home clothes ready but she stil hav to lie on the bed.... hope she faster recover =) and thn she can be wheeled out of the ward lik how grandma did today!!!

keke grandma is exhilarated whn she can finally sit infront of the tv and watch her fave drama tt she had missed for a whole wek! and eat sth tt has taste =.= keke thn slping on the forver confortable bed without any tube connected to her nose heart etc.... =)

^o^

no more these kinda sign anymore

no more tis kinda scenes heh heh

i will follow up her appointments as usual and hopefully the doc can dismiss some of her medicines gradually... =.= so much medicine can!! whn she discharge the nurse pass me the whole bag of new medicines tt she needs..

some other photos! outside tuk tuk thai!!! i really luv tt restaurant!

k box day!!!! yt not in here! >.<

sista being filmed-interview haha i shunk away quick HAHA

okie!! nitex!!! ^.^

2009-06-12T00:27:00.003+08:00

yoho! here to blog! tho very tired dy and duno how to start keke

hopefully tmr nite onwards can NO NED GO HERE LE!!! (bottom pict)

if u duno where is tis place.... is where we hav been going every evening recently =)

they said tt most probably grandma can be discharged by tmr!!! ^0^ YAY!!!!! ^0^ hahahah she looks fresher today too =) can walk oso but i stil scare she will fall so kep hold on to her... else... u ll nv noe wat will happen @_@ keke and maybe grandma can finally watch her fave drama tt she had missed the WHOLE week! wanna rec for her de... but the timing jus nice we go visit her... hopefully the story din go too fast keke

grandma said... the patient opp passed away.... yest we stil saw her.... today she s gone... haix.. life so fagile... u nv noe tis may b my las post oso.... =x

okie! today a not home day unlike yest whole day at home except evening. saw kay kok and her husband!!! in ILUMA!!! LOL!!!!! ok ppl who wanna noe how he lok lik pm me bah keke THN!! jus one min later i saw MR GOH!!!! sec pe cher!! omg he stil rmb me =.= keke chat chat laugh laugh thn bb. hm sometimes whn u fated to see ppl... means.. ur scriptwriter trying to tel u sth... i will figure it out =)

tiring.... nitex!

q.o.y.d. it matters not how a man dies, but how he lives. The act of dying is not of importance, it lasts so short a time.

2009-06-08T22:27:00.004+08:00

scriptwriter of my life is trying to tel me sth... i will see to it scriptwriter....

so today grandma uderwent the angiography check up and diagnosed tt one artilary really blocked so they immediately do the balloon operation for her. now she is safe and fine. hopefully tmr she can transfer to normal ward and soon after recover =)

m stil wondering to join the UOB award not... cuz in my whole life... yet to participate in any arts competition... not even those doodling kinda arts in my toodler age... which they jus giv u a piece of paper and thereafter u any draw and colour thn get a prize tt kine haha so... m thinking of participating one.... soon?

seeing seniors' work the day b4 yest... m alr worrying bout my FYP... cuz i gotten my result back ready and i gotten straight Bs.... =___= not tt i dun lik my result haha jus tt... WHY? str Bs.... i stil tot i wanna see which subject gotten the highest mark thn i will use tt subject for my FYP =___= now u giv me al B..... how to chose seh....

2009-06-07T01:56:00.002+08:00

hospital always dun sounds good...... walking in the ICU dun fel gd equally =_=

grandma was charged into NUH today... cuz she is having unconsistent pain in the chest...hosp doc announce her having heart disese again. dad say if din go hosp maybe few days time she may hav minor heart attack at home.... haix... life so fragile... i hope grandma can pull thru once again... she did pull thru many many obstacles liao... so i m sure she can tis time tooo...jia you nai nai!

ok tts for today cuz damn damn tired went to DAT grad show with fellow classmates tis afternon! ya cun wait for our turn thn keke dun lik the process of cuz keke and today saw MR NG!!! my gdness....... so so long since i last saw him ok i damn tired.. talk again tmr!!!! nites!

2009-06-05T22:35:00.006+08:00

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one day two results.. and many much tears....

34 points... failed.... haix.... half of the points are awarded frm me having a speed too slow and insufficeint acceleration...=_=ll i tot in circuit cannot too fast... so i damn attentive...duno tt he has been awarding my slow speed all the while.... haix... i m so full of confident after the warm up and thn tester starts to discourage me.... thn i tot if i jus do my best can le.... but yet.... whn test fin...he talk talk to me thn pass me the paper.... and say "try better next time".. with the shocking points printed on tt piece of saddening paper...

test tt time seriously...even more nervous but u will fel relax half way thru... esp if u did eveything rite.... my parking are surprisingly smooth... and i DID check rite side and back!!! Y! he stil say i fail to comfirm safety!.... maybe i shall ask the instructor tt will b instucting me before 24th june.... my next tp date.. haix...

really... cannot hold my head up infront of doraemon and chatterbox le..... my bad result totally got nth to do with them they really teach me well... not onli them.... oso instructors lik wilson, mark, david, eddy and lin hwee, who relief teach me before... each of them teach me many things too... my bad result is really... due to me...and the non-trust frm the tester... i m really very sorry >_< regardless if i will hav any more of their lesson till 24th i will still wanna thanks them a great deal, for their patients, teachings, care and concerns. i really did enjoy the whole of tis "course" not only learning how to drive and drive well, oso met more ppl, kind and friendly ones.. thank you.

so... 24th june i really hope.. i will be even more aware of wat i did wrong today... and maintain wat i did well... lik wat i saw today in mrt... " our greatest glory is not in never failing , but in rising up everytime we fail" ya i will rise myself up frm tis failure and do better next time.

last but not least i wanna thanks ALL my beloved frens and family and ppl whom wishes me gd luck and all the best for today's test. and oso the encouragement and concerns after i tel u al "i fail"... really appreciate that..
thank you deep frm my heart.

grandma's x ray result not out yet but first scope results looks ok... hope grandma really wil be fine... next tue is acc her to polyclinic again tis time will b mor troublesome bah. in terms of explaining to the doc...

thn internships officially end yest.... yest damn tiring day.... with 4 hours driving in the morn followed by cab to bukit panjang government high for the last day of internship. they tel me to prepare speech and i did prepare lah keke but at the end nbd mention. hax. experience being a "teacher" tis few days are quite interesting tho i m really very tired recently..... now tonight.. i can finally slp well.... not in peace tho.... but at least 3 burdens down left bits and pieces tangling onli... i will fight on my everyday. so nitex! cya gals tmr!

2009-06-04T22:34:00.003+08:00

tmr is THE DAYYYYYYYY >o< medicine =".="">

ya tmr is TP.... omg...... pls.... giv me some friendly drivers on the road tmr!!!!!!! >_<

2009-06-04T00:18:00.003+08:00

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PERNAT GILA!!!!

tired lik crazy... is the words i kep using these days.... =___=zzzz cuz really tired sia....

tmr is last day of the internship thingy...... feeling ah... tmr thn tel u...
tmr is last day of driving lesson with doraemon..... feeeling..... tmr thn say bah...

thn fri... is coming nearer and nearer.... now alr fel scare... duno how to survive fri!!!!!

p.s. faster sat!!! by thn every big things end!!! and thn go dat 3 grad show lolx.
p.s. hope tong lei pass her ftt tmr!!!! i m SURE u will de lor so u dun worry ok lolx
p.s. tmr smooth smooth pls =.= keke nitex......

2009-05-29T00:41:00.000+08:00

wokay!!! today is TIRING!!!!!!!! events in bottle tree park!!! lolxx is freaking hot haha but i lik the sun muahaha BUT doubt i did get darker at al =.=

us in the toilet! lolx the moment we reach there dam hot dy... so we tied up our hair lolx

and wohoo!! we "manage" to get into the telematch "altogether" HAHA BUT it rains lah after tt =.= haha sbd expected tho lolx

tada eating lunch on the "cliff" keke

and i finally saw how ah TONG lok lik lol not ah thiong =____=lll

and thn long time no c de mr bangala

and our volunteery back view model of our event shirt HAAH ^0^

and the volunteery life guide modeltho tired..... hungry... hot....... but tada =D

we ended the day with a gd ice kaCANG at north point keke me tl and yt!!! thn CIRCLE LINE!!! muahahah their first time there keke picts with ting!! ^.^ and ya reach hm damn tired and ya haha

okie!! thn photos tt i long din put up.... xiao hei's 21st bdae!!! haha is a surprise-success tho hahax here goes..sharon and xiao bai who wet early trying to wrap the prezie into "peanut" shape int the morn! lolx thn...

at the end faill.... xiao bai wrap into normal shape haha and the card!!!!! keke thks god bro for inspiring me wat to write hahahha

xiao bai and cake-maker-jj who met up early so as to give the "surprise" hahahah

xiao hei with his "angels" lolx... tts wat they say keke
haha ok other photos in fb! tired to write le haha but is a fun day lah keke sorr xiao hei on behalf of them spoiling ur hp! keke

and ther here goes the DAT ECP TRIP!!! ^0^
wee! dat2 first met eversince holi start!!!!!

those tt go ecp kekeke me with diana's shades!

and tis stupid gal slip over the cliff holding her blue black knee and thn

stil can smile pose and take photo hahahhah

muaha so bright stil can smile rite.. we luv cycling seriosly kekeke else wun macam marathon lik tt cycle 3 hours hahhahaha

and tt day in my aunt's shop! surviving the whole day with those many pieces and packages of clothes hahax and transforming every now and then hahax tada...

from lik tt go thn..

become lik tt cuz noe neda do somee chores thnbecome lik tt all tied up cuz damn freaking HOT!!!!!

half the packages of clothes. after tt both of us tried our best to squeeze the SO MANY packeages into one small shipping box =.= lolx....

so all tis add up together = tirenesssssssssss haha

ok wa ha finally okie! very tired!!!! tmr photos up soon!!! a BUSY WEEK AHEAD!!!!! internship week!!! FIGHT ON! keke nitex!

p.s. jia you tong lei yt and everyone who having exams SOON!!!!! ^0^ al the best keke

2009-05-29T00:31:00.002+08:00

ho how weird i din get any muscle aches after macam gila cycling day with beloved dat2 hahaha BUT the blue-black tt i kena stupidly whn i hit the cliff is so damn big.... the whole surface of my knee is blue black =__= biggest blue black i ever saw hahahah! ok upload photos next post....

recently seriously many outings... and today finally able to eat dinner at hm =.=

think i jus wasted the whole today =.=gggggg i shall make tmr productive....

happy playing word challenge now i noe why ppl so engross with it lolx..

tong lei studying hard! jia you!!! sat wohoo!! ^o^ can see ting oso!! so long lolx nitex!

2009-05-28T23:40:00.000+08:00

had a gd slp after bringing grandma home from polyclinic so m happy.
circle line is HERE! frm here to bishan is onli lik 20min.. so m happy.
went shopping with sista after her violin acc lesson so m happy.
finally! bought the kinda long blouse i long for today... so m happy.
dinner with family so m happy. jalan with dady mumy so m happy.
tmr got money to get! so m happy. hahaha

q.o.t.d. The art of being happy lies in the power of extracting happiness from common things

2009-05-27T00:36:00.006+08:00

veryyyyyyyy tireddddddddd

upload photos tmr..... i damn tired zzzzzz

but at least i overcome today ready.... next is... tmr..... so jia you bah....... hope next next wek really can rest well well......

q.o.t.d: Challenges are what make life interesting; overcoming them is what makes life meaningful... hmm... hao de.........

2009-05-25T23:47:00.008+08:00

actually today is a happy tho tiring day BEFORE i step into my house... AFTER i step into my house..... phone calls.... msges... emails.... news...... bringing bad news to me....... bombarding my alr deading brain......

1stly mon grandma has to go for an operation...i hav to guide her diets on sat sun and mon morn which sadly crash with many of the below things.....

2ndly sculpture sq thing is NOT 28th 29th.... BUT 30th and 31st.... wth..... which crash with my Jkids on 3oth and disturbed me guiding grandma diet the whole day and crash with driving....

3rdly tan's email saying wat internship thing with BPG high sch on 2-4th june, briefing 1st june... which crash with my driving plus grandma operation day PLUS piano

AND he wan me and shehana to be the IC of tis intership thingggggggggggg......... =____=
AND my TP is rite after all thesssssssse...............................

can anything b better........ now i really hope tt i m stil sitting on the cliff lik tis afternoon.... enjoying the wind and the sea waves...... at least better than here... surrouding with all tis....... unsolve-able problems...... =__=

i will TRY to hang on and hope tt scriptwriter of my life did found solution for tis two weeks chaos.... nites....

2009-05-21T18:10:00.002+08:00

yoho!!! back from driving! seriously tot i would hav forgotten how to drive... cuz 2 weks seh since last lesson keke today pass doraemon his prezie le! lol but stupid me left my hp in the car =.= so despite him alighting me below my house i stil hav to take umbrella back to the carpark to get my ph lolx

alrighty! getting use with my blogskin ahahaha fel lik changing somemore things.... hmmmm maybe wat i wan is a website? @_@ keke ^o^ haha ok lets see!!! keke

yest WOHO!!! outing with my lovely classmates despite the singulars or the plurals ( haha ppl who noe will noe ppl who dun keke too bad u no ned to noe thn keke ^.^ ) and photos!!! upload soon!

2009-05-19T17:10:00.002+08:00

NOON!!! keke ya u are not at the wrong blog ^.^ i jus modified my blogskins here there abit. (though it took me ______ long......)

ok... tis holi comes jus the right time. cuz grandma really ned me to bring her to polyclinice every now and thn. cuz today the doc say she has too little haemoglobin and protein got prob needa refer to the hospital... =.= not charge eh... refer. so i ll ned to find time to do so and tada... i hav jus the rite time now keke. (though... i dun really lik to go to places lik tt...) alright... so hope grandma will b ok and alright at least i can go back to sch in peace during july.

so... no much haha come here jus to write sth with this modified skin ahahah tata!!

p.s. dear viewers hope u al enjoy the quote of the day anw! ^.^

2009-05-18T23:48:00.002+08:00

wat jeanne wanna do tis holi:

-change blogskin
-slp
-watch drama frm cong cong and chrunchyroll
-prac piano
-slp
-draw draw
-restaurant city
-wanna sel duno how to sel keke
-slp
-dream
-slp
-dream
-paint maybe
-slp eat dream

ok waha.... really wanna do sth to fill my bank -.- but eh.... malas eh.... keke

so yest celeb mothers day lolx waha i shall put up photos tmr!!! keke tmr = home day lolx

todays piano is NOT very gd stil lolx sorry ms chew =.= but she stil can endure me hahahaha

p.s. ok go slp liao.... seriously duno whn will i get enough slp lolx....
p.s. wanna faster change blogskin lah =.= keke

2009-05-15T23:52:00.011+08:00

yoho!!! back!!! ahahahaah

really slp lik a pig sia yest...

slp at 1130pm -230pm

wake up eat lunch

thn suddenly flu.. sick... thn

slp from 5pm to 9pm.....

wake up eat dinner

thn chat! thn fb! thn

slp from 11pm to 630am

haha brin grandma to polyclinic kekeke

lol lor really lik piggy... =@= keke

thn today gd day!!! ^0^ hahahahah went back to sch lol... ya went back sch.... keke

went back sch with jia yan! we return sculpture tool and return sch lib book hahaha

thn go to nlb return book again AHAHA thn go 8q... thn go SAM... thn go Dome HAHA! reward ourselves abit lolx! thn go cathay wohoo!!! and i FINALLY WATCH MOVIE LIAO! after so sO SO LONG sia =.= haha since i watch "the bedtimes story" so u go and count see how long did i not step into the cinema bah ahahahahha we catch tis movie called "sell out" haha quite arts kinda movie lolx

waha such a day but productive muahahah and i can finally blog properly le keke ^.^

pictures!!!! so long since my blog is bombard with pict lolx

introducing my very unglam room during assesment period =.= hahax

pict of us visit to SAM keke ok dun ask me why so pixelated =.= i willl see to it keke
will put more photos up soon!!!!! nitex!

p.s. yes xiao bai miss ah bee.... hope their owner can met up very soon =.= hahaha ^.^

2009-05-13T23:08:00.002+08:00

jeanne FINALLLLLLLLLLLLYYYYYYYYYYYYYY CANNNNNNNNNNN

breathe fresh air again
slp on her bed again
go into dreamland NOT dreaming bout assesment again
stay at home and hibernate
met up with tong lei and chat normally on phone dy ahahaha
no ned rush to sch in CAB
no ned donate money to art fren
DO ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FOR THE TIME BEING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^0^ HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHHAHA

CUZ ASSESMENT IS OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

keke ok lah tired lik dead dog........ seriously..... din noe how many hours i slp tis Wk... =.= therefore i shall proceed to my bed and hibernate as long as i wan WAHAHAHA NITEX!!!!!

2009-05-07T01:09:00.001+08:00

waha..... tired.... whole day at home but dun fel productive... omg....as if i wasted whole day lik tt.... my gdness..........

driving not bad... no chatterbox again wu... but mark not bad too haha actaully think i really learn many diffn skils frm diffn instructor hmm not bad nt bad..

ok...... shall stop typing.... better go do work..... fri is scultpure deadline!!! haix......... how sia to do the presentation board =.= gggg ok suddenly fel gan jiong. chao!!!!

2009-05-04T01:05:00.002+08:00

gggggggggg jeanne is addicted to fb's restaurant city!!!!! >_<

but is a great game to destress + challenge ur logistic hahahah is logistic not logic ^.^ kekekke

but jeanne really shld stop playing and focus painting @_@ else she will regret soon =.=

ok tmr going sch for sculpture... naively think tt tmr can fin sculpture..... scarely really can @_@ hahah ok nitex!

hope everyone is surviving stil!!

2009-05-03T01:18:00.002+08:00

wu... assesement period is driving me crazy =.=

is it bcuz of the turpentine and the oil tt makes me headache? =_= and eyes going @_@ or is it tt my eyesight degree increase @______@ thanks to essay and web design i think haha

anw ya assesment period really sux lah.... wanna slack abit oso fel bad =.= faster 14th may cun waittttttttttttttttttt ok nitex

2009-05-01T01:39:00.002+08:00

waha... another teary day... but at least finally.... till next fri i can slp in peace for awhile...

today is crazy... 10am is presentation time anddddddddddddd this stupid gal called jeanne..... she wake up at 10am SHARP...... thinking tt she mus b dreaming.. how could it b 10 am..... thn 10 AM!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! jump out of bag.... bounce to the toilet...... presing numbers with nbd picking her callsss til finally yash pick up... she started crying... yash console and say they jus reach tan not yet reach....

din brush teeth properly... din wash face din comb hair din eat breafast... tis gall rush out to the taxi tt she called again... and again, she cried.... cannot speak properly taxi driver duno where she wanna go...

finaly reach sch... relieve..... baet smile to her frens smiling and tan stupid face lolx..... thn her being stupid oso... ok thn tada.. start presenting... wth... torture sia... one person can use 15min sia....... cuz tan ask so many qn =.= tis gal is lik... hungry.... islik tired... is lik... dying.... then yet stil so slow!!!!

but nvm... finally over..... phew!!!!! ok reach home finally gd shower..... gd slp... thn driving!!! hahaha thanks ah doraemon....... haix..... y....... keke ok go slp now! happy labour day everyone!!!!

2009-04-30T00:09:00.002+08:00

today.... scriptwriter of my life prank fooled me... =.=

making my whole morning seriously........................................... seriously.............................................. lik hell..................... everything goes upside down................. photoshop is slow... the comp is lag......... transfering of files to thumbdrives is WORSE....... and i m freaking tired..............................

alr.... onli slp for one hour plus de me............. wake up and with al my might fin watever i wanna do..... thn tis comp..... give me such a slow transferring of files to my thumbdrives...... drive me crazy...... staring at the comp i can do nth...... a shift of the mouse and the comp will hang....... looking at the time one min by one min nearing 1.30pm...... really is a mental challenging to me..... classmates calling and ask where i m......... crying lik shit de me...... duno how to ans properly......

finall 1.15pm finnnnnnnnnnn saving............. took thumbdrive.... took model.... took bag... rush down to the taxi tt i called upon...... aboarding the taxi....... TEARS start falling AGAIN.... my gdness.... taxi driver was shock... but laugh.... and start moving off still not noeing where i wanna go =.= cuz i m in all tears and duno how to talkkkk...... kind of him to cool me down and driving in such high speed...... msges recieve..... calls calling.... answering all the caring calls..... the more i cry...... >_<

is great to hav great frenz lik my classmates really...... reaching sch.. sha waited for me and the moment i saw her seriously cry lik hell.... thn reaching 3rd floor seeing all familar faces.... i dunno how to talk..... calming me down..... and helping me up.... really thianks..

printed out everything FINALLY and great guy is the photocopy guy he say 18 bucks... and i m shock... he noe i m u a hurry and tel me to go submit first dismiss tt time thn pay can.... phew... thanks......

finally everything DONE things put in model up..... waited outside with all my great frens =) really greatful i was gals!!!!! ^.^

p.s. thks tong lei for caring! i shall buck up now with my paintings!!
Check:
tmr-review
next fri- sculpture submission
next next wed - THE DAY

tata~

2009-04-23T22:39:00.002+08:00

gd news: jeanne finally no ned care bout the dance sch thingy
bad news: jeanne had once again spent or wasted her one WHOLE day.....

story goes:
i actually wanna do ICA3 in the morn and ESSAY in the noon BUT principal assistant called and say they admend sth so i change THN dance sch person call and say printing ppl wan those words in microsoft word form SO i tel him ok mus well i go dance sch put in their comp cuz not all my text are text form obviously.....and so hard to email such a big file lah..... so i tot ok dun do ICA 3 liao.......... go dance sch ready str away go lib.................

gd thing my scriptwriter do:
letting daddy come back home to take things and thus able to send me to dance sch i no ned to take an 45 min trip there....
bad thing:
daddy fetch me to meet dance sch ppl NOT in dance sch but some sweet shop cuz my dad intro them to tt shop to get things for their open house one AND SO wasted one hour there with them there THN
gd thing my scriptwriter do:
they fetch me to dance sch......

so reach there faster transfer everything....... but seriously..... dunno wat the person tt contact me wants.................by thn 12 ready....... THN

gd thing my scriptwriter do:
the worker in dance sch say later ard 1 the printing person will come. WOHOO! MUS WELL i talk to the printing person personally... thn all things will b solveddddddddddddd

so waited awhile... finaly the person come... we finally sort things out...... thn by thn 3pm liao lor..........

thn go lib.... =___= finally..... and thn surely no time to do watever essay liao...... so i jus photodopy those reference book later read thn type..... so tada... whole morn "boom" noon "boom"

thn met tong lei tt cannot consider as waste time of cuz lolx.....^.^ but still.... time wun jus stop for us.......................... ok thn met gab go his shi fu studio..... tt cannot consider as waste time oso of cuz....... but time wun stop for me stillllllllllllllllllllllllllllll.......................... thn go home time READY!!!!!! >______<

ha...... now fel better... =.= now i mus really do serious work..... no more distractioin ya......

2009-04-22T22:20:00.003+08:00

today, i really have to *bow* to my scriptwriter of life haha.

scriptwriter wrote that me agreeing to help hs take n.o. for reg car again haha.

thereafter me spaming him and fel guilty lolx

and thn me reg for my time slot

and when i m happily booking my timeslot.............

the office guy says " ok so ur timeslot is ok now i ned to top up ur account." @_____________@ WAT?????

seriously i looks exactly lik tt.... whn i pass him my nets card and suddenly remembered tt my account is SERIOUSLY kosongggggggg

so i m lik " o no.. @_@ i dun hav enuff amt inside!" inside my heart i had stop breathing as i noe if i dun book the timeslot at tat very moment the person will jus "uncheck" the boxes and sbd else will book tat time slot later!!!!!!!!!!!

>___< color="#3333ff">thks to my beloved scriptwriter HS IS THERE WAT!!!!!! ya without 2nd tot at all i ask him tho i tot maybe he wun hahaha cuz seriously large amount to put in sia... keke

so anw ya borrowed his card and everything is fine haha thanks again hs hahahah for the first time he look lik an angel muahhaha owe him a ren qin tho lol july will repay tat ren qin back keke

scriptwriter of my life.... u do always give me surprises =) will lok forward to the next one thn =.=

and now "jail bird" gtg start on her essay ready!!!!!! fight on!! (jailbird story shall not be revailed here =p)

2009-04-21T00:11:00.002+08:00

gagagaga =.=zzz

seriously ned to destress browsing website for inspiration for ICA 3 =.= ggggg how to start dremweaver by tmr sia!!!! u tel me!!!!! haix.........

i shall fight on....

some deadlines:

28th april - hist essay and kurtis!!!! haix..... my god.....
30th april - review for all paintings which i haven even reach 30 % yet.....
8th may - asses sculpture
14th may- THE DAYYYYYYYYYY

ggggggggg all my works are not yet 50 % sia...... really mus focus now chao!!!

2009-04-20T00:38:00.004+08:00

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tis is how my eyes are lik today lah seriously... =.= after reading so many bookssssssssssssssss in nlb...... but honestly...... u really have the feeling to work hard whn u are in the lib sia hahaha

i hope i can faster get a macbook tho =.= haix........ so i no ned to go in search of comp or look at my pathetic labtop considering so much whether or not to force myself to bring it to the library =.=

keke ok fight on!!!! happy sch reopen to all poly students!!! ^o^ hav a GREAT START O!!!!i shall go face myself again! chao!

nak --->
tido.... =.=zz

2009-04-17T22:54:00.002+08:00

jeanne understands totally that forced laugh can really make a person damn happy HAHAHA!!!!!!

all the laughters in class are seriously the vitamin to my life in the studio seh hahahhaha

ggggg jeanne wanna tan!!!!!!!!!!!!! maybe she shld faster find tong lei to go sun tan in siloso or even lost in deserted hiking HAHAHA!!!!!!!!

ok DO WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-17T00:16:00.002+08:00

i shall not waste anymore time ready!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fight on jeanne!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

rebonded my hair!!!!!!!ya after so much thoughts at the end stil rebonded the whole hair liao... =.= and congrats tong lei!!!!! ^o^ seriously sorr for being late... but ya.... ok i gtg ready!!!!!!!!! fight on gals!!!!!! p^o^ o o and thanks doraemon for appearing lik tt hahaha chao~~!!!!!!!!

2009-04-16T00:03:00.002+08:00

waha finally a gd slp muahahha

thn now hav to SERIOUSLY start my paintings.... assesment on 13th may which is DIRECTLY 3 weeks frm now @_@ and i stil left with half way doned copy painting AND 4 PAINTINGS which i HAVEN even start yet...... my gdness..... dunno why i stil hav the mood to lik blog now @_@

so cancelled my piano concert tis sun with my piano cher.... else i would hav gone mad... lik wat i almost did yest cuz yest yest din slp at al! thanks to the super deadline for webdesign yest........

buck up jeanne!!!!!! ur scriptwriter is waiting for u to start holding ur paint brushes!!!!!!!!!!

anw....................... met my nafa principal today =______= seriously first time in my life saw how he lok lik....... and NOT becuz i m naughty tts y ned met principal........ cuz of the dance poster again................ a poster design tt really make me so unhappy lah... but thks to some words mr choo(nafa principal) said to me... i fel abit more better.... haix.... wat can i do? faster fin the work and full stop it!!

ok i really gtg now!!! i hope i wun spend too much time tmr!!!!! meeting tong lei!!!!!! her BTT TMR!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^0^ galllll u WUN FAIL ok lolx hahahhahaa cya tmr!!!!!

p.s. u will beable to find time IF u make a will to find it.....

2009-04-11T00:02:00.002+08:00

jeanne!!! start work!!!!!!!!!!

haix.. seriously AM working very hard tho BUT not sch work =__________=lllll

ppl who noe will noe... ppl who dun nvm... u no ned to noe.... since i do not wanna talk bout it =.=

haha so today go shao mu again everytime shao mu after will fel so tired =.= heh..... wanna start so many works now suddenly... but..... the heart is there..... the strength........ * piu* dunno whr =.=

seriously shld add photos everyentry liao look at words i *faint* hahhaha

blog again soon with photos!!! bb

2009-04-08T00:40:00.002+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHH give my hands a break!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

suddenly think.... without my two hands........ my life will b @__________@

wanted to treat them nicer de seriously!!! but how!!!!!! without them i cun do many things and one of the thing s "me wun be seeing tis two hands typing out all these words now @_@"

so maybe i shld say my hands noes me better cuz they translate every language my brain sent to them..... and my brain is the direct generator frm my control panel (my heart)

gggggg hope scriptwriter of my life will faster write me starting my FIRST appropriation of tan/baet and thn start finalising my idea for my SECOND appropriation of tan/baet, thn faster finish tis 10 pages long piano piece @_@ and faster fin my website 2 pages design! and let my kurtis work progress!!!!!!!

i noe life wun be easier... and easy life wun make u grow... but.... =.= i hope it will b a more smooth and happy disastrous life tho....

p.s. happy bdae to you hock and congrat tong lei!!!!!!!!! ^0^ u did all of us proud o!!!!!! wohoo!!!!

2009-04-03T22:54:00.003+08:00

YAY JOCELYN NG JINGHUI IS BACK!!!! AHAHAHA

lolx to be honest.... yes i miss u lah gal lolx ^o^ and one thing u still lok cute and pretty ok!!!! trust me keke dun care bout those burns keke

ok so... think i wasted time in class again today =.= but tt few min in tt class i finally decided on the whole composition of my 3rd painting lah so... stil quite worth it lolx quality matters ya kekeke

and thanks to diana i m very much in luv with this song:

A dream is a wish your heart makes

When you're fast asleep

In dreams you lose your heartaches

Whatever you wish for, you keep

Have faith in your dreams and someday

Your rainbow will come smiling thru

No matter how your heart is grieving

If you keep on believing

The dream that you wish will come true

A dream is a wish your heart makes

When you're feeling small

Alone in the night you whisper

Thinking no one can hear you at all

You wake with the morning sunlight

To find fortune that is smiling on you

Don't let your heart be filled with sorrow

For all you know, tomorrow

The dream that you wish will come true

A dream is a wish your heart makes

When you're fast asleep

In dreams you lose your heartaches

Whatever you wish for, you keep

You wake with the morning sunlight

To find fortune that is smiling on you

Don't let your heart be filled with sorrow

For all you know, tomorrow

The dream that you wish will come true

No matter your heart is grieving

If you keep on believing

The dream that you wish will come true

and if u find the whole chunk of words above very familar but dunno wat song is it it is disney's cinderella's A Dream is A Wish Your Heart Make ^-^

tho the song tt diana hum the whole day in class recently is snow white's Someday My Prince Will Come but they really sounds the same at the front part keke and i succeeded in confusing her which rhythm is which song meh heh =p maaf lah diana ^0^ hahahah

p.s. anw... do agree tt the dreams are wat ur heart wish =) personal experience.. BUT not all dreams are lik tt still so dun come tel me and say " hey i dreamt tt i killed u!!!" @_@ tts definitely a nightmare ok.... not a dream ^.^

2009-04-02T23:09:00.002+08:00

hahaha genie is officially happy ^.^ and officially in pain >.<

mauahhaha happy thing!!! hahahah today got kena praise by doraemon! and i did drive pretty well today haha ^o^ we did chat back liao lol last two qn total suffocateness keke

ok the other happy thing cycled with tong lei and ting!!!!!!!!!!!!! wohoo!!!! tho damn damn freaking tired (imagine wake up at 730.... to nie..... thn nie......to pasir ris which is lik 1 hour mrt trip nonstop... thn pasir ris to downtown to pasir ris) hahahaha BUT one word WOHOO!!! kekeke

ok officially pain..... =.= is.... my hand... my head...... my heart.... ahahaha no lah no heart...

tis few days so much prob.... starts mon.... whn we so engross in making our sculpture....i think i sprained my hand or enforce too much energy and hurt my hand or sth.... the next day pain till cannot carry things..... the next next day pain till cannot play piano scales.... the next next next day which is today my hand KENA HIT THE WALL wth............ =.= so stupid....... thn tot nth cuz not very hard thn..... writing down wat may says tt time... initially ok.... normalll suddenly the whole hand CANNOT write anymore!!!! i force myself to write my hand shiver lik old ppl lik tt @_@ sha and shana is lik wat happen to ur hand?? i m lik dunno sia!!! i cun write anymore!!!

haix...... ya now can onli type slowly.......

p.s. pls my dearest handS pls faster recover..... tmr i needa to sth one!!! cannot not do anything during lesson again!!!

ok thn my head.... back of the head and left of my head serious painess whn i stand up or sit down....... my gdness...... walk oso will dizzy.... but all along i m low blood de..... but tis time abit more serious onli.... think the weather and the stress? and tong lei says sth similar happen to her oso i hope we will be fine........

p.s. scriptwriter of my life....... i thanks u for the happiness but i hope my pain will goes off fast fast =.= keke thx

2009-03-31T00:59:00.002+08:00

ok wow.. such a mon.. =.=zzz

many a times wanna blog but tada..... lazy... hahax

ok ya many things to do..... actaully whn do i not have things to do =.= gggg i shall jia you and fight on in alll aspects... hoping my scriptwriter of life will start making my story goes easier..... =.=zzz cuz i predict many ups and downs soon @_@

ok nitex is raining outside!!! bb

2009-03-28T00:30:00.001+08:00

PHEWWWWwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww................................ =.=

2009-03-25T17:57:00.002+08:00

FIGHT ON!!!!!

ya tts the onli thing i can say now...... tt... tmr is the deadline for the painting =.= i really really trufully wanna make it a gd painting........ which had again and again make my life miserable.... wun wan anyone to b disappointed with the outcome so i will do all my might.

stressness yest..... due to mainly piano.... stress with the pieces i chosen for exam... exam is sep tho BUT it is not very far..... it will nv be very far whn i onli learnt one piece.... one piec wun giv me a pas...... dun even think worth a "participation" =.=

tis wk is soon going to come to an end.... i shall jia you.... hope everybody are happily mugging hard!! now go do ur work!!!!

2009-03-24T00:45:00.003+08:00

"perut...sakit.....gila........"

tis sentence tat my beloved classmates are so very imuned to today, is unfortunately frm me and it means "stomach VERY pain" pain until crazy.....

y b woman so hard =.= (tho i m not one yet)..... yest nite is the worse nite ever.... today s sch is the worse sch day ever...... thnks to tis stomach of mine....... =___=ll

so... we had alr stepped the first step into tis wk....... sadly.... ya...... and we are continuing till the next wk come........ and i seriously detest tis wk....... cuz as usual... full of deadlines and some stupid matters.........

so we shall walk with all our might and seriously again...... putting our best effort till bedtime and let tmr tc of itself......

2009-03-18T14:35:00.002+08:00

loser = jeanne ng...

y..?

jeanne slow learner =.= dunno how to count properly during piano lesson..... grade 8 ready countings stil lik shit..... sight read oso cannot sight read.... scales prac so long still the same...

jeanne slow learner -.- drive for 15 lessons ready stil so dangerous...... nv think b4 doing the next step.... instructor quiet onli she dunno how to drive ready and forget everything....

jeanne slow learner =.= essay tho got improve but onli one very gd...... the other one haix..... cuz read very slow din get enuff info at the end dunno wat to write anyhow write thn kena not very gd result....

jeanne slow learner!!!!!!!! shall not cont saying wat i m slow at..... haix...... anw thx kay for all the advice... u did talk many sense yest..... i shall rmb all but.... wat i wanna say is.... u say less entertainment more reading eh.... i hav alr NO entertainment for SO long.... so how to decrese my entertainment? is been so long since i last had any entertainment.... i will read more tho THO i hav alr read so much past few wks..... ya u are rite those breaking thru part are real struggle u can really wanna tear the library book apart and cut off ur hand for writing so slowly lah!!!! but did learn alot...... so tot will hav even better grade cuz i put in extreme hard work for these two essays...... well i did improve tho i shall b glad thn..

alright... shal cont painting... sth i lik but ggg wat i dun lik is... Y! y tmr mus show my half done work lah! make me dunno wanna stop where and do wat.... =_= haix... can things b done as i wan? no of cuz.... duh.......

yap..fri got no more entertainment with tong lei they all...... cuz got lesson........ haix...... fri got doraemon lessonnnnnn(pls....)..... morn... thn noon baet s lesson..... thn evening reg car lesson.... thn rush to alvin s bdae... hmmm sounds lik an entertainment tho.... (i hope it is counted thn...... cuz i dunno if i ll b happier going or sadder going......... )

p.s. hmm... scriptwriter of life perhaps u can try to write my story abit faster? so i wun be too much a slow learner? =)

2009-03-15T01:00:00.002+08:00

omg.......... i m so so so very sorrry to doraemon!!!! SORRY!!!!!! sorry for driving so sO SO badly today!!!!! i really dunno wat wrong with both of my legs today!!!!!! sorry!!!!! huhuh >.< now =".="" color="#ff6600">thanks thanks but i still fel so bad... sorry....

ok so much bout the very sad morn.......... terible me...... maybe cuz las lesson is auto car tts y? or perhaps tt s onli an excuse.... haix ok watever nvm.... really fel so bad.... haha ok thn happy noon lunch with spagethi from sis and mum!!!!! muahahah finally a sat tt we can sit tgt and lunch tgt again keke

yayness to hav a great chatting with yi liang jus now!!!! at family gathering kekeke everytime chatting with u seriously fel lik speaking to another me in a slightly diffn world hahhaha hopefully ur wish is granted and it surely will de kekeke u mus jia you ok!! hahaha i shall too gambateh!!

checklist!!
- sculpture by mon omg....
- nie appropriationg by thur.... omgggg......
- chosen wat to copy paint for tan and baet.... by mon wu.........
- noe wat to do for ica2 by tue........ ahhh!!!!!!!

ok haix......................................................... i shld fel happy now since i m left with many paintings to do keke ok stay happy jeanne!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gambateh!!!!!!

supreme court tmr!!!! wohoo!

2009-03-13T00:20:00.001+08:00

ok genie is so tired =.= but she s so happy she no ned to tuoch essay for the timeeeee being!!! ^o^ hahahhahhahaha

ok ya very tired

so tired tt she send msg to worng person...

so tired tt she stand on mrt slp thn unbalance even whn the mrt is NOT moving

so tired tt she kep getting the wrong meaning of wat ppl saying and left thm "??????"

so tired tt she almost knock her head off in nie lesson...

so tired tt she loks lik a zombie while she "wake up" in class

so tired tt she forget wat she wanna write ready....

so tired tt she hav been rmb-ing the WRONG DATE since last wk!!!! my gdness.... tis s so ridciuous lah....... =_= i kep thinking tis fri got car in e morning, got k box with glisten inc, ned reg for car, thn ned go alvin s bdae which is ACTUALLY NOT TIS FRI IS 20TH MARCH!! =___=lllll

i din notice it until met tong lei yest thn she sya cya next fri thn i say "lol! tis fri lah! ^o^" thn she say huh???? NO!!! next fri!!!!! HAHAHA ^o^ omg lah.... ridiculous.... thn kep thinking how i actaully get all tis wrong..... =.= as if i jus kena a coma and wake up..... the world rewinded one week ago lik tt....

p.s. ok damn tired....... til think i hav many typo.... niex ppl..! zzzz

2009-03-06T23:15:00.002+08:00

congrats to all a level-ians!!! ^o^ no matter how s the result... =)

and congrats esp to yi liang!!!!!!! u did urself real proud!!! hahahha all of us are happy for u kekekeke hoping u will get to the place u wan which i think surely isnt a prob with such my gdness results.. how u study one!!!!!!!!! omg hahaah

ok anw wohoo driving today is REAL BAD!! my god lah... dunno y...... cun handle all the things well sia... i m so concentrated today ye!! but y =.= wu.... but ty doraemon for stil praising me hahahahah and i say u lok lik doraemon is not bcuz u are round lah!!!! >.< sorry!!!! hahahhaha

tmr is 2 auto car lesson!!! heh heh cun wait!!! hmm but sad.. not doraemon nor chatterbox =.= wu... nvm... pls giv me a instructor lik john!!! meh heh kekkeke

kz lah seriously tired =.=zzzz today is really very improductive.... totally dunno wat i done the whole day.... tmr shall go library and fel more productive @_@ kekekke nitex!!!

2009-03-04T23:32:00.001+08:00

firstly!!! applause to tong lei!!! ^0^ WOHOO!!!!!! for ending her piano exam!!!! ^O^ yayness mauhahaha ^O^

hahaha the happy smile after piano exam!!!!! ^o^

yap so after piano lesson today ( i tot is 10am lah.. =.= but is actually 9am... really sorry ms chew!!!!! i so BLUR!! ) i went hm then acc tong lei to hartland mall for her piano exam! tis gal s so sO SO nervous can!!! make me dunno wat to do say the same thing thousand times liao she stil so scare ahhahahaha

but anw IS OVERR!!!! ^0^ lalala~~!! thn we go hk cafe!! where she go eat her beloved tan yuan ahahahha thn back to my house slack here and there finally she no ned come my house to prac on my piano lah muahahaha thn cooked noodle for her! seriously i think is too salty isnt it??? ^o^ thn she go off for nv!!! honestly din go back for quite a long time le =.= shall go back ah... one day ahahahahha anw ya she go recording studio!!!! so cool!!!!! ^o^ hahhahahahahah realy cool can gd thing u enjoy!!! ^0^

so now u enjoy much much more ok!!! soon glisten inc shall met up again!!!!! ^o^

now i m quite free too!!! at least no ned to care bout wat phillipine.. wat thailand.... =.= phew... but tada! new essay for nie about an artist s artwork kekeke so interesting... but.. i stil dunno which artist to chose =.=

thn excited for tan and baet lesson too!!! copy painting an artwork and seriously thanks them for allowing me to paint realism one!!! ^O^ meh heh thn appropriation for thm and nie one oso worth my anxiousness kekekee

tmr nie!!! i shall slp now cuz i so freaking tired.... really damn tire keke so early rite now!! lolx o o and hope sis faster recover frm her fever!!! @_@

p.s. rest well gal ^.^ tong lei here forever ever!

2009-03-03T10:59:00.003+08:00

JEANNE IS VERY HAPPY NOW CUZ SHE FINALLY FINISH HER ESSAYS!!!! ^O^

wo.... seriously... happy my gdness..... =.= have been tortured by these two my gdness essays for days and weeks..... one thing i learn.... always read thoroughly better than u anyhow read thn start writing then = essay with no sense... kekeke

so.... finally no ned to face microsoft word for AWHILE.. ya awhile cuz 19th march hav to submit another essay for nie =.= BUT hahahahha think it will b an interesting one kekeke so m actually looking forward to it heh heh prob start tmr or the day after let my eyes isolate from microsoft word and books awhile b4 the degree starts shooting up @_@

hahahahha wake up early to read back my essay to see if it makes sense anot =___= cuz u noe... my eng.... macam taik.... keke so wohoo! it makes sense!!! hahahahah but make sense to me lah... i dunno if it is the same to kay =.=

ha.... now really hope to go back and slp... such wonderful morning...... but AT LEAST keke i had a better slp finally!!! ahahahaha and my mum and dad no ned to come into my room and say:

" jus now i go out u are sitting at tis position, now i come back u are stil at the same position!"
" got rest anot.... mus rest u noe? "
" 2 essay make u look as if u are going to take master lik tt"
" how many words ready? finishing? slp early ah"
" jingge! go rest!!"

^o^ hahahah thanks a plenty mum and dad and uncle also!! greatly appreciate it. thanks to sis mouse oso and grandma wakine me up ^o^ and thanks to tong lei and tong lei! u no ned to say " huh y haven fin!!! jia you ok think ur life ah revolve ard essay..." hahaha jia you ur piano lah!!!!! ^0^

so.. later go sch print thn go kay office thn submit thn bye bye my two essays! i wun miss you al dun worry ^o^ hahahaah

p.s. really wanna thanks my scriptwriter for writing my story lik tt... tho macam taik abit here there but appreciated it ^.^ hahahok gtg bb!! ^O^/

2009-02-28T11:08:00.002+08:00

dearest scriptwriter of my life =.= how do u ever write finish that 3000 words essay? or.....dearest scriptwriter of my life!!!! u haven write finish my essay is it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how come i really dunno how to continue!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >.<

haix.... essay is really really driving me mad...... for so many moments.... really wanna cry out LOUD.... my gdness.... cun imagine how typing an essay can make me wanna scream =__=

progress isnt prominent recently for my work.... haix..... sianed.. SIANED!!!!!!! gggggggggggg left 10 paintings all half done and two bloody essays.......... i really hate myself for not listening in hist class now and in the PAST real siaN!!!!!!!! how come i cannot auto type infront of the comp!!!!

wu.... thanks doraemon instructor yest at least the whole lesson ( tho an unpleasant journey keke) tt i m more relaxed =.= cuz luv driving so much.. y ah... and REALLL sorry for getting ur age wrong!!!!!!! trufully sorry..... keke haix... mus buck up in driving ready next lesson mus b more conc hahhahaa yest think real tired +___+ after reading so many THICK books =.= seriously turning bookworm tis few days..... perhaps degree increase alr.. =.= sorry my dear eyes....

p.s. life wun b any gd till wed...... so dearest scriptwriter.... pls write out my essay quickly =.= wu.... tho i noe s very difficult....... i m real struggliing with it.... ( hmm but firstly... if u dun introduce art hist into my life i dun ned to write esay le ye.... and seconly if u dun ask kay to intro essays into our subj i DUN nED do.. essay oso =.= 3rdly... nvm.... u jus faster write ok? i reading hard now so shld b easier to write huh... )

2009-02-24T00:13:00.008+08:00

wanna say thank you to the scriptwriter of my life! ^o^

thanks for making me wake up late
...............so that i will be late for sch......
....................so i will force myself to take taxi
thanks for getting me hestitating at the road side whether or not to go to sch
..........so i didn't hail those taxi that pass by me whn i decided to pon tan s lesson
................so that i willl at the end finally decide STILL to go to sch
.....................SO i will get to hail TIS particular taxi
thanks for bringing tis particular taxi to me
..........which taxi driver s tis uncle who likes to talk
.....................whom talk to me so much and ask bout my course
.................................WHOM i randomly ask u noe whr to get plastic soccer ball?
................................................WHOM tel me try chinatown FOR PLASTIC SOCCER BALL!!!

^0^ HAHAHA!

life is so funny sometimes.... whn i m wondering whr to get plastic soccer ball and i noe in the end i will get sth for kurtis lesson HOPEFULLY a plastic soccer ball so m waiting for tis "scriptwriter" of my dramatic life to tel me how and whr will i get tis ball thn TADA tis taxi uncle appear in my story and TADAA he say maybe chinatown or little india may hav and TADAAA i go chinatown with huda today and TADAAAAA not plastic soccer ball tho but a jelly box with the form of a soccer ball and exactuly how i wanna it to be (tho abit too big hahahah )

p.s. haha alright... hope i can do sth to my essay... i m stil stuck at the very beginning =.= jia you everyone!

2009-02-21T01:08:00.002+08:00

if my life is a drama... i will lik to thanks the scriptwriter =)

wonder how life become so dramatic......

anw.... being called genie somehow really do make things magical... somehow things tt i think will happen WILL happen and things that i wanna avoid WILL avoid.... jus think think onli tis person can fall down tt kinda thing hahhahahahah (waha i wun think of tt tho hahahah i not a evil genie ^0^)

hahahha anw AM very excited for SUN!!!!!!!!!! dun make me disappointed tho.... really... else i will really bang the tree str away! hahahaha and gladly happily saw doraemon instructore today TWICE!! ahahahha one at the traffic and one at the carpark! kekekeke how gd for him to recognise me frm his car hahahha

alrighty hmm.... finally tis two days not as exhausted as last few days my gdness haha but my dark circle finally becoming prominent =.= wu.. tts a bad news tho....

tong lei start paper le!!!!! @.@ means less chatting on phone!! but is ok i still luv u so much ok!! ^0^ hahahahha and i needa do my essay too!!!! i really shall do deep research =.= and really shld start continuing my oil painting... SHALL NOT let hist play by it self... tis assesment i dun wanna slp on the floor anymore ok? ^0^ hahahahah

jus watch a violin concert with beloved family! ^o^ haha abit bored tho but think s due to the fri's blues =.= damn freaking tiring..... WALK THE WHOLE NORTHBRDGEROAD FROM HEAD TO TAIL AND CONT TO NATIONAL LIBRARY my god... cun imagine how i can acutally walk tt far without resting =.= and WITh my so very heavy bag....... JUS FOR A STUPID PLASTIC SOCCER BALL AND I STILL CANNOT FIND IT!!!!>o<

p.s. if there s really a scriptwriter for my life..... pls tell me where at the end can i find the plastic soccer ball..... b4 i kena hit by one in my dream =.=

2009-02-19T00:41:00.002+08:00

hi ppl! i so tired...

haha freaking tired...

keke very tired...........

JOHN!!!!!!! pls i miss ur lesson so much =.= if time can travel back... haix.......

ya one look at tis sentence u noe i dun lik kurtis lesson =.= but anw........ i will stil try to luv it....... i m trying my best to luv it tho.... actually he is NOT ttt bad..... jus tt the workload... terrible horrible ridiculous heavy to me.. i dunno y.... and seems lik.... things i produce for tis lesson... isn wat he want hmm......

anw watever... i finally can slp soundly lik jus now... reach hm throw my bag on the floor throw my spec on the table throw myself on the bed muaha...... so shiok...... cun imagine how comfortable to slp with sun so bright.

jus finish nie essay! is reflection anw..... the happiest essay i ever wrote =.= keke
so there are stil 2 MORE ESSAYS...... haix....... terribly sianed with essay.... y........ ggggg jeanne no lik e-s-s-a-y.... =.=

yay!!!! faster sunday!!!!!! ^o^ can see chatterbox instructor lik finally!!!! wohoo!!!!! hahahhahaha cun wait nyheheheheh.. ok time to close my swollen eye again!!!!

p.s. jia you equally stress de tong lei!!! ^o^q

2009-02-14T01:25:00.002+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY TO ALL!!!!!!! ^0^

ya valentine day = avoiding going to crowded place = NO to orchard rd = dun go near a park = stay away frm flower shop cake shop gift shop and dun eat outside esp ALONE =__=

hahahaha ya v day... v day.... and i m not alone!!!! jeanne will b acc xiao bai the whole day frm the moment she wake up till the moment she slp muahahhahahaha luv u xiao bai!!!!

alrite hmmm life recently are so so terrible....... piano concert last sun is alrite tho...... and those days after tt day waha.... my god... slpless nite...... me having dark circle lik.. finally........ hmmm thn...... ups and down here there.... hw my god.....proj my god...... lesson my god...... life.... mygdness....

driving lesson today!!! WA SO SAD!!!! the whole day so eager for the arrival of 840pm.... so i can see the doraemon instructor!!!!!!! AHH or if he din come i can seee the chatterbox instructor!!!!!!!!! THN at the end...... at the end... at the end...... =__= i open the door of car "215" with all smiles look in and TADA the smile gone i kena gong lik tt..... who sia..... who s tat!!! m i in the correct car? wu.... ya i m.... ya.... neither of them came..... tis new face instructor is going to teach me today.... =.= wu.... such disappointment..... he so quiet anw..... but so kind of him to send me home keke rite at my house void deck kekeke

p.s. hmmmm whn i start blogging i can actually tok so much huh.....
p.s. shall stop here then.... b4 i have m rite eye another dark circle =.=
p.s. special wishes to tong lei and ah beee enjoy ur day huh tmr!! ^0^

2009-02-11T10:16:00.002+08:00

morning ppl.......... i M suppose to WAKE up at 3AM to CONT my stupid hw........... at the end tada....... din even hear the alarm ring.... mum came in say 730 ready leh no ned go piano?

wa.... one sentence onli can macam bombard me sia...... i m lik in my gila mind... gong gong mind " wAT!! 730! mati sia..... WAT!! 730!!!! how to go piano sia.... WATT!!!! 730!!!! KURTIS WORK HOW!" sia lah.......... gila banyak!!! crazy crazy!!! cun say out a word cuz i m soooooo sick........

to think tt i hav mood to blog now........ ya...... i really shld put my new year resolution aside ready...... sia......... jia you to me....... thanks to everyone for concern.. esp tong lei! i m half no sick liao.... thanks to the medicine tt doze me aslp and cannot wake up at 3am =_=

2009-01-31T00:25:00.002+08:00

moooo~~ so the 1st two days of cny is my gdnessly tiring!!!! i shall upload videos and photos sooon hahahha getting so lazy in tis moo yr... mooooooooooo

so sch is getting stress up too.... haix...... revolving ard kurtis... marcus....forget tt scupture teacher name..... kay.... tan... baet.... may....... woahx...... which oso = model..... webdesign...... sculpture..... notes....... landscape... oil...... theories...... ggggggggg

suppose to fel happy cuz we are doing wat we luv.... but how come macam..... macam taik... =.=

hahahha anw... stil got happy things and very sad things lah i really lazy to write!!
hahahaha nitex ppl!!!!! upload pict soon!!!

2009-01-26T01:32:00.002+08:00

happy CNY everybody!!!!!! ^0^

ya ox yr ready!!!! and i hope it willl b better than those rat yr....... my godnes... hahahx
anw ya.... so to me... CNY = challenge n yawns..... challenge cuz... for how many days i dunno.... i hav been working to my extreme in the house chores... market chores.. tidying chores..... ya...... yawns my head off =.=zzzz

but anw muaha is gonna b over!! dunno how many ppl noe wat i hav done.... but i will say i hav done till my extreme.... keke yap..... so tmr is the big day!!!! clap clap means another tiring day and more yawns......but!! get to see everyone! i shalll stay as happy muahhahah cuz it is CNY!!!!!!

genie hope tis yr will b even more better that it was so far...... =)

i shall get going ready!!!! else tmr got ppl come and they see me stil in my bed.... worx........

anw glad glad to see tong lei yest!! wohoo!!!!!! too bad no photos of us in my house... cuz dear tong lei say she very ugly ( which u are perfectly not ugly tong lei and perfectly pretty ok!!! ) ^0^ hahahhahahaha lets hope for better!!!! chaoss!!!

2009-01-19T00:52:00.002+08:00

exhausted =____=zzz think today s "lifting weight" day seh for me @_@

haha haix.... b4 cny is lik tt one bah..... and i finally cleaned finish my rm!!!!!!!!!!!! hoping praying wishing... tt i wun mess my rm again for one wk..... @_@ tilll after cny!!!! hahahha

alrighty.... tired seh..... hope i m able to fin my family painting b4 new year too!! @_@ jia you me!!!

2009-01-17T00:46:00.002+08:00

seriously think tt i m getting old @_@ i m so getting tired easily recently!!! either it s the post holi mood or.... the going sch symtoms @_@

anw haha hw ARE piling..... info ARE flooding in our jus "awaken" brain...... dunno how will tis term end b lik... most prob everyone are half dead.... or sth...... but anw i will fight on i think... but not now hahahha

fighting on i think = more time in doing work = i wun care bout my pet more and more in pet society = i wun chat more and more un oftenly and = blogging lesser and lesser heh heh.....

blog less oso no diffn lah anw...... =__=

hahax ok can dun care the las sentence tho....... i shall go to slp now the going to be old genie... nitex ppl!

2009-01-12T23:31:00.003+08:00

SCH REOPENED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ya ya... dunno to b happy or not lolx
happy of cuz can see classmates!!! wohoo!!!!! finally saw others whom i din saw at al during holi!!!!!!! hahahahha thn get to see god brother today!!! but not xiao hei and others!!!! sad... cuz many of thm split class le!!! =.= gd thing our course no ned to split sia heex

alrighty once again HAPPY BDAE GOR!!! hahas!!! with tong lei yt and you hock! again! ahahaha !!! so much of incidents to our surprises lor!!!! hahahax gggg so sad whn u see ur plan gone down to drain ahahahaha but nvm is the moments tat count!!! haha

okie! photos soon! and first day of lesson so tired ready =.= great to see everyone and happy eating ramen ten with u guys!! ^o^ hahahahha worx and ajisen for bdae celeb after tt lol two japanese restaruant one day lolx

and hahax tmr shall b a damn damn tired tired day =.= wu..... nitex ppl!!!!

2009-01-08T22:49:00.007+08:00

haha so lazy to blog lol ^o^

wells sch starting in 3 days time!!! wow... tts s o fast..... or is it???

hmmm anw.... haha so.... wat did i did during tis holi???? @_@

heh heh nvm tt then ke ke i shall start tis sem anew!!! lik..... fresh..... and diffn and how diffn? dun ask me cuz i no sure how diffn i can make tis sem be........ hopefully tis sem i m not as slack as last sem... ts the onli wish....

alrighty!! happy outing with tong lei today!!!!!!!! muahahahahha how i wish we can walk on the sand of siloso beach lolx i shall really bring u to the cineblast!!!!!! we shalll take lik 3 4 rides and SHOUT!!!!! HAHAHA!!!!

gone picnic with my BELOVED CLASSMATES!!!! yest yest yest! and it was great!! hahahahha tho it actually... rained... =.= such a luck lolx but anw we still enjoy ourselves!!!!!! hahahahhaha lotsa fun and laughters and food mauhahaha some photos of recent life!!

amount of chair me and my dad deliver frm the factory to the pub and carry up and down @_@ hi and low me alone with these chair in the 1st lift going to the 2nd lift thn to the pub thn deliver more chair frm the pub to our lorry @_@ really extreme sia muahahaha
amount of chair we deliver frm the pub back to the factory @_@

tong lei and me today!!!! wee!!! loads of luv!! ^0^
xmas prezie frm tong lei! muahhaha luv it so much can!!!! ^o^ ok guess wat is tis haha ok obviously is foods.....

tada!!!! CLASS PICNIC!!

standing in the middle is the one tat save the two beside her else they cannot come back frm the toilet ahahaha

photo taken lik ah.... 50 metres away from the ground? haha

ok not digging the dragon nose ahahha

tada!!!!! BALI!!!!!!

bali again!!!!!!!

bali again!!!! us on the horse her name is supana or sapuna or supatra @_@

our tour guide the one tt speaks exactly lik god bro muaha

random photo on the plane!

p.s. hax..... times flies so fast........ (dunno time shld hav s or no s )

p.s. tmr is pay day!!!! another happy day i suppose ahahahhaaha

p.s. vampire knight guilty ended ready!!!!!! my god quite sad.... hmmmm but happy too haix... kaname senpai...... kenapar zero..........

p.s. hees hope everyone had enjoy enuff the holi!!!!!!!!! chao!!!!!!!!

2009-01-04T02:11:00.002+08:00

hahahah abit lazy to blog recently hahahhax hmm.... will blog with photos soon i HOPE ahahahahax

anw k box with tong lei, yt and zhi yi today!! WOHOO!!!! ^0^ hahahahhaha so happy to see everyone again lolx i shall elaborate on tis soon lolx

and okie did i mention bout me going to 3 funerals ( or u call it wakes) on the 1ST day of 2009? ya such legend hahhahaha we attended 3 funerals and 1st is a close relative, 2nd my dad's close fren and 3rd a close neighbour's mum who is 102 yr old my god ness... if i can live so long seh....

haix.... as tong lei said life s so fragile.... hope the 3 of them are having a gd time up tho...... haix.... but hmm... looking ard spore macam many funerals seh.... dunno y? hmmm the funeral season perhaps.....

okie elaborate soon hahahah now excited bout mon's CLASS PICNIC!!! ^0^ WOHOO!!! hahhahahah can see everybody whom i missed wahahahahaha okie nites!!

2009-01-01T01:55:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!!!!!

gdbye to 2008 and HELLO 2009!!!! ahahahahha ^0^

alrighty! it s 2009 now hahax and dunno y i so energetic stil haven slp cuz dun fel tired at... al... hahax mus b those counting down tt make me un-tire lolx

well countdown as in.... sitting infront of tv with my family and holding hp tightly wondering wat to sms to all my beloved everyone hahahah thn count down with those swithchng channels on the tv at the end 3! (switch channel) 2! (swtch channel) 1! (switch channel) thn the tv black out for 2 sec and there goes... we miss the "HAPPY NEW YEAR!" scream =__= hahahahah bodo!!!^0^

but gd enuff hahaha wats better than experiencing the passing of a year to the next yr at my 10* hotel ( tts how i describe my house tho it dosent look lik one but it FEL lik one hahaha) and countdown with family! muahahaah

and start of the new year experience 2 bodo things ready haha next time thn say!! cuz now fel tired ready mus b those typing and those switching of channels jus now.

ok talking nonsense liao i shall go to slp!!! hope ppl all around spore and ard the world are stil celebrating happily!!! ^0^ esp all the ppl i hav smsed!!!!! HAV A HAPPY DAY!!!!!!! ^0^/

2008-12-31T01:15:00.002+08:00

haha yoz! hmm tmr is the last day of 2008 ready!!!!! every year's tis day i always hav a weird feeling ahahaha shld i fel anxious for the arriving of 2009? hmm.......

hahax alrighty new year's resolution.... ( not new yr plan ya? god bro ahaahha )

wells....... not sure bout resolution... i shall t r y

1. to get imune with lect who are teaching us.. soon...
2. to try to blog everyday... not once awhile...
3. to not go online too much... cuz they say i every nite spend too much time infron of the comp haha
4. i wanna publish a book. haha ok tis sounds funny... halfly serious anw..
5. hmm... hmm... maintain my gpa.... lolx
6. improve in painting...
7. improve in eng knowledge for lik my hist....
8. really wanna learn web design which we are!! learning whn sch term start! wohoo!
9. faster do up a sketch book for my psychedelic designs which i hav said so many time but no action yet heex
10. ah.... faster learn fin my car lesson and pass my license cuz driving lesson alr make a big hole in my bank account... so heartache....
11. hope my piano really can improve..... cuz i think i hav been deproving... maybe teach my hands to b more obedient...
12. o thn.. improve my malayu to the standard tt whn malay strangers talk to me in malay i understand and can ans ( cuz malay strangers hav been talking to me in malay? haha )
12. ok i dunno wat to write ready...... whn i rmb thn i write kkz ahahaha

now slp... today actually suppose to b very busy going here and there but at the end all plans changed and gone.... al i did today is stay at home go park ahahahaha

ok nitex!

2008-12-27T00:46:00.003+08:00

hohoho!! MERRY XMAS!!!!!! to everybody hahahaha ( i noe very belated heex)

wells spend my xmas with family in family gathering ^o^ sadly yi liang cun make it =) but thanks really alot for the prezie!! hopefully 2009 will met up lik more often than tis yr hahaha.

today met tong lei!!!!!!!! wohoo!!! after our trip to bali and trip to kl hahaha we stil dun lok the same tho haha luv u tong lei!! for tt crystal ball!!! i will polish it everyday de muahahahah and wohoo!!! next sat KBOX!!! with tong lei, yt and zhi yi!!!! ^0^ HAHAHA!!! oei yt!!!! ur name STILL appear as tong an no matter how many times i on off my phone!!!! hahaha lolx sia....

so.... we seems to got our timetable ready but think my lappy s too lag to open it... =.= i shall try tmr again.... i pray hard the timetable will b gd?? heeex

thn no more working frm now till sch reopen ( i hope...) i hav so many things tt i wanna do.... ( ya i said so many times during tis holi ready) BUT at the end stil done none.... =.=

o o! today's driving lesson i drive frm kovan to punggol!!!! hahahaha and back pungol to kovan hahaha at first my car lik drunk lik tt.... dunno how to go str and dunno how to stop properly =__= after tt better liao hahaha driving so fun lolx. hmm thn my instructor was so surprise for the card i gave him!! haha happy tooo muahahah he s lik " how u noe i luv doraemon?" hahaha thn i say " tt time u got mention doraemon b4 but i dunno if u really luv it haha " thn he s lik "see! my hp oso got doraemon sticker hahaha" HAHA! so cute sia him lol after tt he s lik " lucky i din scold u today or else will b so ps haha" hmm so next lesson will b next yr! and feb somemore =.= cuz bodo me forget book jan one =.= hopefuly i still rmb how to drive at tt time!!

p.s. dun worry ppl hahaha aku tak miang dengan dia instructor ahahhaah
p.s. wonder whn can dine with mr ng hahahah everyone seems so busy
p.s. think i sicking soon =__= pls dun.. i wanna enjoy sia my 2 weeks left de holi hahahaha

2008-12-23T00:19:00.002+08:00

almost 5 days with no tong lei's voice =.= missing her so much!!!! so happy u tag here!!! i tot wat happen sia!! choi choi choi hahaha ^o^

faster!!! 3 more days and u are COMING BACK!! we are so going to met up ok!!! think our blood to sweet sia hahaha!!!

wellz... back to spore having some "land-sick" @_@ if there s a word lik tt...... or perhaps it s mon bluex.... =.= or maybe if u throw me into the airplane now i wun hav the land-sick ready? hahaha

gonna b busy tis few days!! jus attended cousin heli's 21st bdae ^.^ got cry abit.... and thinking how will my 21st be lolx..... hahahha 3 years later?? hahaha by then i shld b teaching my first class @_@

hahaha ok still very very malas to blog bout the whole journey in bali =.= maybe u would lik to go to my facebk and see see?? hahahah got lik short stories there ahhahahah

ok so so tired =.= tmr is piano.. thn driving lesson... then go see my loy!!!

o ho tok bout driving lesson today i say ming xiang and ALEX! wo.. since whn i las see alex sia... hahaha always bump into mx on the road so nth surprising ahahahah ^o^ haix... chatting with thm reminds me of 4e3 s life... =.= if the time can rewind abit to tt period of time =.=

ok shall stop here so tired eyes cannot open ready nitex!! ^-^/

2008-12-21T03:13:00.002+08:00

i m BACK IN SINAGAPORE!!!!! hahhaaha HI EVERYONE!!!! ^0^/

though it s lik.... 4 days away frm singapore... but... it seems ages!!!! hahahah ok tts abit too exaggerate lolx anw it looks lik i hav gone away for very long time lah cuz of the flight i think.... CUZ ever since i m 4 yrs old, i ve nv go on a plane ride!!!!!!! tilll tis time!!! hahahaha and hoho its fun and clouds below us are so beautifull....

anw i m really too tired to elaborate...... i will find one day to write down the whole bali trip lik... sooon?? hahahah

TONG LEI AT IPOH NOW!!!! whn i m back here =.= wu... misses and misses..... so much things to say sia!!!!!! hope u are doing fine there at ipoh!!! hahaha i saw so many ah bee crossing the road at bali u got saw any xiao bai there??? HAHA ^0^

alrighty wanna thanks everyone whom "sent me off" in sms hahahah hope no extra $$ are in ur bill!!!!! and hope i can met up everyone asap!!!!! and two more weeks or so.... we are on our way to strive another sem.... =.=

hahahah ok i really forget wat to say ready but anw................ whn i come back to spore i m so glad tt.....

there are no more slping with blanket covering ur whole person yet still got mosquitoe bites..
there are no more mosquitoes flying ard and ard anywhere everywhere????
there are no more water tt u scare u will drink and sit on the toilet bowl??
there are no more slping at nite and freezing whn u wake up...........
there are no more monkeys tt take away ur specs or hats.........
there are no more dark st at nite and in the morn's back st??
there are no more one day eat one anmal kinda meals??
there are no more roads with no traffic lights??
there are no more pimples keep popping out...
there are no more cow dungs everywhere....

there are no more.......... hmm....... kk however..............

there are also no more video taping orf ur daily lives and wat u doing

there are no more sunsets tt u wun wanna miss at any sec.............

there are no more shooting photograpghs everywhere u go......
there are no more of talking in malay lik... everywhere u go...

thever are no more splendid designs on buildings and walls

there are no more delightful cheerful ppl walking ard.....

there are no more of weird but sedap food all ard.....

there are no more wonderful scenery everywhere

there are no more sitting in a van or 7 seats car

alrighty.... cun rmb ready.... one thing i m sure i have now is......

an ever so wonderful home....

an ever so comfortable bed......

an ever so nice bedroom......

an ever so cute de xiao bai.....

and now i shal say gd nite and slp in my tt wonderful bed.... nite!!!!!! ^0^/

2008-12-14T01:29:00.002+08:00

yoz!!! m here!! life recently are very much pack too... hmm hav been helping up with dad in his factory haha is a gd thing tt business are coming in ^.^ but sure is tiring =.=

cun wait for bali trip on wed!!!!!!! to leave singapore awhile..... go on the plane...... hoping tt it will bring me to some kinda fairyland.... =.= hahahah

so stupid of me..... forget to book driving lesson for jan on nov!!! so after next two lessons i will hav NO driving lessons TILL 2009 feb =_______= tts how stupid i m =_______=

hahhaha ok tmr working wohoo!! with diana!!!! ^0^!!! and after work met xiao zhu for his 1ST piano theory lesson!! HAHA! wells..... we shall see to it ^o^ hahahahah alrighty! gtg play with xiao bai the one in pet society anw hhahaha

p.s. everyday i look at xiao bai the more i noe i will miss her during the 4 days in bali =.=
p.s. wohoo tue met tong lei! advance xmas met!!!
p.s. fel lik changing my blogskin and blog song ready =.= hahaha nitex!

2008-12-10T14:00:00.002+08:00

wohoo!!! driving is so fun!!!! but today is more scary than last wek =.= hahax cuz today is ride in the inner circuit!!! means mastering the turning skill more and the stopping skil hahax

and next lesson is ride OUTSIDE!!! wohoo!!!!! ^0^ HAHAHA

hmmz life recently is quite full as in... busy.... every hour filled up with things to do.... haha ya.... not yet have a actual met up with my classmates!!!! and tis wek sadly got no job at suntec? think nbd ned me to replace... tts y.. hmm.... hahax

and next wed is BALI trip ready!!!! wohoo! cun wait for it seh hahahah but i really gonna miss xiao bai damn damn damn much and my beloved gLiStEn.Inc!! hahahaha tong lei's bdae jus gone!!!! think she hear too many " happy bdae!!!" frm me to her ready hahahhaha so i shal not say anymore AHAHA^0^ anw her bdea celebration full of incidents lah hahahah but incidents make the surprise even more surprising lolx!!!

ok gotten my rsult too! haha not as gd as last yr anw haha but ok lah stil ok,upset with my dp abit hahax mus well dun redo my brochure seh hahahahahh waste my time ^o^ hist is surely C lah tt one is a SURELY hahax others quite as expected hmm... jia you!!! hope everyone lik their results! =)

p.s. really lazy to put photos up here ready hahax so pardon me heh heh
p.s. tong lei they all finally start their exam!!!!!! JIA YOU TOO PPL HAVING EXAM!!!!
p.s. and for ppl who jus started their holidays ENJOY!!! hav a damn gd rest seh

2008-12-05T00:43:00.002+08:00

i really shld make a habit of blogging everyday hahaha

hav been so malas to put pict here ready =.= anw
I HAD MY FIRST DRIVING LESSON YEST YEST!!!!!!!!!!! ^0^ HAHAHA!!!! is so sO SO FUN!!!! but scary stil sia hahahahha

i m lik happily sitting at the passenger seat listening enthu-ly to the instructor whom i honestly find him humourous and gd and thn suddenly he jus say " ok now we change position =)" with a big smile on his face and a @.@ on my face saying " eh?so fast?" hahaha and there i was sitting at the driver's seat for the very first time in my whole life hands on the steering wheel and then my car went "dead" afew times initially =.=

more funnny things happened in the circuit which i m again too lazy to type =.= cuz these hands of mine are too tired wrapping gifts.... painting ppl face ( means makeup for ppl anw).... playing piano and playing pet society AHAHAA

p.s. hope everyone is doing well hereby hope nadiah is doing well too u are so uncontactable!!!!!!!! HAPPY BDAE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
p.s. grant tong lei smooth ppt tmr!!!!!!
p.s. hope i wun b too tired tmr.....
p.s. miss others of my classmates who i nv able to see during work =.=
p.s. miss xiao hei and all..... hope they are surviving well too...
p.s. tired.... nitex kaname senpai.... =.=zzz

2008-12-01T01:18:00.002+08:00

my sunday today.....................

had a contended morn in the swimming pool...
a peaceful lunch with lovely family................
nice slp in my comfy bed.....................................
rush to work in taxi..............................................
work busily happily with my beloved classmates
a caring ride hm frm my sweet family................
had a warm porridge frm my cute grandma.........

such a sunday............................

p.s. jia you tong lei!!
p.s. busy week ahead!
p.s. loving my rm my bed my home...... (p.s. nth changed in myrm my bed my home... i jus luv them more and more everyday...)

2008-11-26T22:39:00.003+08:00

how can i not b blogging sia hahahaha!!! so bad of me to ignore my blog for such long time despite the fact tt i m having holiday now!!!!!

bodo me.... duno y do i always make my holiday..... into yadiloh day =.= ok there's no such word is jus the opp of holiday... trying to say tt always make my holiday NOT lik a holiday -__- duno wat m i thinking....

hax anw.... holi!! work with my beloved classmates at suntec!! actually consider replacing shift or sth lik tt.. and hav been going back to aunt's shop to help too.... so many prom nites nowadays....

tired to put pict up THOUGH i promise to put up SOON haix...... restless days recently......

trying to do SOME drawings..... but everytime i look at the blank paper..... nth gets into my little stupid brain.... and everytime i hold my pen to wanna do some auto drawing psychedelic arts it DID move BUT jus a tear drop being drawn and thn dunno wat to draw ready =.=

and my stupid eyes kep closing everyday ard tis time whn it s still too early for me to say hi to my lovely pillow =.= dunno wat my eyes doing oso.....

vampire knight makes me wanna date a vampire... perhaps not a vampire perhaps kaname senpai onli hahaha....

ok i dunno i can write so many rubbish here.... but i think more rubbish are coming..... so..... dun read sia if u dun lik wordy entries hahaha

p.s. sis and tong lei is sick-ing recently!! pls pls jian qiang and dun fal sick le!! kk?? =)
p.s. facebook is quite fun haha but stil confusing.... but stil fun..... ya...
p.s. missing my classmates abit... missing xiao hei and gang abit.... missing glisten inc abit.... =.= if onli ppl tt u miss can appear automatically infront of u
p.s. hahaha ok enuff of rubbish i shall jus face my facebook awhile and say hi to kaname senpai awhile chat awhile and chat to tong lei awhile and leave tis entry lik tt tata!

2008-11-21T00:06:00.002+08:00

hohoho jus came back from work!!!

yappy me working in suntec as gift wrapper! haha is at tower 3 outside toysrus anw hahaha so if u wiling to spend $50 in suntec, pls come to me for gift wrapping hahahaha not those very big one @_@ we are enuff of tt.... hahahaha but cust really do giv us big big one to wrap sia!!! not yet a bicycle frm toysrus @_@

anw hohoho holi is here!!! and hav so much thing i wanna do in mind!!! lets see

earn money!!
watch vampire knight!!
watch movie!!!
finish up my "dreams" book!!
paint xiao bai!! as in do a painting on xiao bai
met up with frenz!!!
k box!!!
ice skate!!!
bball!!!
psychedeilic sketch bk!!

one very impt thing to do first..... tidy up my whole rm and tidy up my lappy s desktop and docu!! cuz they are filled with rubbish due to the assesment..... =.= hahaha

ok so tired... tmr got piano and go help my aunt in her shop and met tong lei!!!

p.s. facebook is fun afterall ahahahah though it is STILL confusing lah hahahah
p.s. JIA YOU for those who are going to hav their tests or exams or assesments!! u can do it!!
p.s. congrats to ppl jus finish their A-level and assesment!!! u deserve a gd rest lik us ahahahah
p.s. photos coming up sooon!!!!!
p.s. stay happy everybody!!!! hope holi so far so gd!!!! tata~~

2008-11-17T21:46:00.002+08:00

WOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ASSESMENT IS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! \^0^/

ok tts all i wanna say i m so damn freaking exhausted!!!! 3 days din slp and i missed my bed for 2 days....... woooh......anw is OVER so now......... SLEEEPPP!!!!! nitex!! ^o^

p.s. thankyou to frenz who ha helped me today in my mounting and putting up of art works!!!! LUV U AL SO SO MUCH!

p.s. tong lei!!!! so sory for abit of neglectio recently!! wanna tel u i sil luv u as much no matter wat!! ^0^

p.s. HAPPY HOLIDAY EVERYONE!!!!!!!

2008-11-12T00:22:00.002+08:00

workload check:

4 paintings- plan to FINISH tmr.... wed =.=
vs model 2/3 more - plan to FINISH on.... thur....@_@
vs presentation board - DUNNO whn i can do it.... maybe ....sat....go sch.....
2 sketchbooks - HAVEN start yet.....
one photography fine print - thur go put into comp and DUNO whn i can edit it and print..
nie video art - DUNNO at al...... shall think bout a solution tmr wed
dp brochure - GOT TIME thn edit it cuz its macam taik..... abit....

so hopefully everything is able to be done on the day stated...... else sunday i m gonna b so dead and may not see me anymore....... =.= i cun wait for next mon to come but pls........ provided tt i finish everything accordingly!!!!!

ho ho and holiday job... hmm... really hope i kena the 1st shift more than the 2nd shift.... 10pm go hm really.... hmm......

anw wanna slp ready!!!!!! tmr shall b a hmm..... tiring day? enjoyable day? relaxing day? tak tau.... pun tak nak tau....... =.= FIGHT ON JEANNE!!!!!!!!

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